umm.
so the past few days have been...interesting .
so the guy that I was gonna go on a date with before Micah...Brian (from my driver's ed class)...saw him yesterday.
it was a little uncomfortable and awkward...not as good as I expected it to be?
and I kept thinking of Micah the whole stinkin' time.
not good.
then today was Diego.
...not as good as I expected, a lot different than I hoped haha.
I mean, I love Diego as a friend and such but I don't think I want to date him at all...and I don't think I even have feelings for him.
...and I kept thinking of Micah.
not good at all.
plus, my mind was wandering off into lala land both today and yesterday...I even thought of Travis...and then how he told me he wanted to marry me...and how I hoped that the guy I'd marry would be a good kisser because Travis was...and so was Micah...but Brian was terrible and Diego was...well...and then I was thinking about Micah again...and wondering how he feels about me...but I have this feeling in my gut that he's happy and has almost forgotten about me...and how weird it was when we talked the other day...and if he'd ever going to come back after he moves...
it's been over a week. I'm trying to go out with other guys.
I usually bounce back faster than this, what's wrong with me?
I just want to forget.
so the guy that I was gonna go on a date with before Micah...Brian (from my driver's ed class)...saw him yesterday.
it was a little uncomfortable and awkward...not as good as I expected it to be?
and I kept thinking of Micah the whole stinkin' time.
not good.
then today was Diego.
...not as good as I expected, a lot different than I hoped haha.
I mean, I love Diego as a friend and such but I don't think I want to date him at all...and I don't think I even have feelings for him.
...and I kept thinking of Micah.
not good at all.
plus, my mind was wandering off into lala land both today and yesterday...I even thought of Travis...and then how he told me he wanted to marry me...and how I hoped that the guy I'd marry would be a good kisser because Travis was...and so was Micah...but Brian was terrible and Diego was...well...and then I was thinking about Micah again...and wondering how he feels about me...but I have this feeling in my gut that he's happy and has almost forgotten about me...and how weird it was when we talked the other day...and if he'd ever going to come back after he moves...
it's been over a week. I'm trying to go out with other guys.
I usually bounce back faster than this, what's wrong with me?
I just want to forget.