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i went home and realized something bad or maybe its just being home, but i did have a lot of fun. i still have serious feelings for an x; hate x's. it's like everytime I go home there is just this feeling I get like something is always going to drag me back here, thats why I think I may just leave and never come back. especially being in the south for the winter, its warm there for 9 months instead of 3 like it is here. by the way I did get my first tan and it is still here... CAKES, BABY, CAKES. i crazy miss my family, especially my brothers and sisters, by the way my bro only got probation for three years (he shot some guy) which is awesome. i miss my friends a lot. i know both groups of people will be there for me even if i move but that x, she still makes me think about coming back here. i know get over it, its still hard.
i somehow let three girls tell me they seriously love me in the last month, not good. no i didnt sex them all, i was just me and they got too involved and i didnt. i don't know about this new one, she seemed like everything i ever wanted in a girlfriend and still could be except she seems like a class nine clinger. but im a keep with it n see how things work out.
i went to a golf tournament/scramble with a huge group of guys and only one of them knew me. i got paired up with a good bunch of guys who made it a blast. i was on the tee box and they had this thing where you could see your swing and compare it to how it was... so I go up there i hit a 278!!!! yard drive right onto the fairway... BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE... and of course it didn't capture it because I wiggled before and it got my wiggle cuz it thought I was going to shoot not wiggle. I would have had proof, but nooooooooo. bunch a cakes. but we came in third or fourth, not bad especially since they got me drunk during it and they kept putting a lot of pressure on me to hit a bunch of good shots. the guys were awesome and we even got the beer-cart-lady to tell us jokes, juggle, and they almost got her to provide "entertainment" for them, i mean i would have seen her naked just to see it but that would have been all them. it was awesome.
people have no idea how much i gave up, i gave up everything. when i come home its like you get this sip of freedom just to remind you of how good it is, but its just a sip. and the glass just sits in the back of your mind always for four years. and people back talk me for what i do for a living.
i went home and realized something bad or maybe its just being home, but i did have a lot of fun. i still have serious feelings for an x; hate x's. it's like everytime I go home there is just this feeling I get like something is always going to drag me back here, thats why I think I may just leave and never come back. especially being in the south for the winter, its warm there for 9 months instead of 3 like it is here. by the way I did get my first tan and it is still here... CAKES, BABY, CAKES. i crazy miss my family, especially my brothers and sisters, by the way my bro only got probation for three years (he shot some guy) which is awesome. i miss my friends a lot. i know both groups of people will be there for me even if i move but that x, she still makes me think about coming back here. i know get over it, its still hard.
i somehow let three girls tell me they seriously love me in the last month, not good. no i didnt sex them all, i was just me and they got too involved and i didnt. i don't know about this new one, she seemed like everything i ever wanted in a girlfriend and still could be except she seems like a class nine clinger. but im a keep with it n see how things work out.
i went to a golf tournament/scramble with a huge group of guys and only one of them knew me. i got paired up with a good bunch of guys who made it a blast. i was on the tee box and they had this thing where you could see your swing and compare it to how it was... so I go up there i hit a 278!!!! yard drive right onto the fairway... BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE... and of course it didn't capture it because I wiggled before and it got my wiggle cuz it thought I was going to shoot not wiggle. I would have had proof, but nooooooooo. bunch a cakes. but we came in third or fourth, not bad especially since they got me drunk during it and they kept putting a lot of pressure on me to hit a bunch of good shots. the guys were awesome and we even got the beer-cart-lady to tell us jokes, juggle, and they almost got her to provide "entertainment" for them, i mean i would have seen her naked just to see it but that would have been all them. it was awesome.
people have no idea how much i gave up, i gave up everything. when i come home its like you get this sip of freedom just to remind you of how good it is, but its just a sip. and the glass just sits in the back of your mind always for four years. and people back talk me for what i do for a living.