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I've decided in almost every single way that I don't want to be doing this any more. I've given up on this course on my lecturors, on the people I'm studying with. I should have changed course before I started, I really should have listened to the voices in the back of my mind....I chose this course so long ago, it's really not right for me now, and u know in retrospect I was right.
I reckon the only reason i'm still down here, is for Howie. And that is really sad.
I mean, as u can see I hate the course, i'm going to have had just over 2 months off, since we broke up for christmas, yeah i know why am i complaining.....but also what am i paying for? I plan on working on portfolio for my next course, u see thats what i do with all that spare time u give me u fuckers, i moonlight! I'm also really not getting on with one of my house mates, who happens to be the land lords son, who seems to think that he can fill up every bit of shared space with his own junk- bikes, old rotting furniture (which he plans to 'spruce up' and sell on.....yeah well it's soft furnishing and it has been sitting outside uncovered since last july.....!). Howie comes in late on a monday night...student night and falls over, causing i have to admit a loud bang. So said flat mate leaves a really shitty note, i've got loads of work to do at the moment, i don't think it's right that u do this to me, when a fuss was made about a little mess around the sink the other week! u fucking hypocrite! how dare u threaten jonny with eviction when he left the kitchen in a similar state in the summer. I mean the place was a fucking mess the other week, every surface was covered in dirty washing up and rotting toast. what a fucking asshole, so i left him a note right back, not swearing, not apologise simply stating my case....needless to say the note disappeared and he's been hiding in his room ever since....2 days ago. I mean u'd think the fucking dick would get the hint, we've had to talk to him 3 times about the state he's left shared areas in, so has his own father...who he told to 'fucking shut up'( yeah way to talk to the man putting the roof over ur head!) and his girlfriend and 'best mate' who we all live with now are almost definatly moving out next academic year...................hint hint ur a fuck!
AAAAAHHHHHH! howie and i are also looking for accomodation as soon as the contract runs out, if olly just gets more of his mates in. Before hand we're all going to write a detailed letter, explaining that olly is the worst person any of us have had to live with, that he is a hypocritical spoilt brat, that launders the fact that he doesn't pay rent, has an allowance and only has to pay for petrol on his car, over all of us. See what Daddy has to say to that!
Apologies. I am literraly steaming right now, am going to get a cup of tea.