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[ajulietgrey]

i think maybe i'm being selfish. or spoiled.
at first i was fine with not being king of the hill.
but now that she's topped my list of those i care for...
it just feels a bit unfair, knowing i'll most likely always be a runner up on hers.

i dont speak my mind b/c i think drastically.
and that scares most practical thinkers.
it's just that i know the limitlessness of my options.
and i like exploring them.

i know i love her too much not to stay.