My endeavours on the arts
I think it's just going to be enough for my schooling and materials and art goodies otherwise I can't supply myself.I wished I was in a healthy relationaship with some one who is a musician so I can really get these creative juices flowing right.The metal guys are so fuckin tight with their shit.I swear on my life that Sagar or Patrick might been a little bit'Gay' and didn't realize it.My daughter thinks Sagar is a phony dude.And Slayer are some kind of scam artists that get peoples money.I don't think their music is a big turn on but I still buy it because it's different.I made a special kolor it's a chop-per kolor for my bike some day on my tank it's going to be CRAIG PILOT it's a dark crystal grey smokey brown made from about 'last nite white on the face of the tank I will personally paint a VIKING TEAR DROP with the image of a viking that resemebles an older VIKING LOOKING SAGAR with water & fire inside the teardrop.Then I will have arrived. Dan feel s a little rejected it pissed me off when he expected me to sleep with him.I'm not used to 267lbs.of 6ft. male and sure as hell don't sleep with these guys .I just don't.He can't understand what I see in muscless dudes.He's stilll getting over his divorce it's a touchy subject he's determined to make me want it.I know.He should keep it real.He really more kids.I don't.wait until we move over there we to totally different people.he depends me alot.I don't really his depedencey issues.He just doesn't understand my values of a relationship has changed they are not the same as his.He's doesn't think I'm feeling this buit it will change I wish ith it could but,I feel the difference between IO wished he would bring the subject in front of Estella.I about to lie and say I have a cyber relationship already.It makes things akward.he does that to females.I know.