Ooo,oooh,I really got a little carried away

[ajjicakoit]

I gopt a little infautated with Sagar.I just glad something like that didn't come out in my real life.THAT could disast-o-rous.Especially since I'm older.But I look young.My boyfriend todd are over now.I used Sagar as a tool to help me cope with Todd's negligence and ignoring my artistic talents.just being such a dick he was a real drug addict I realize that now.he's more faithful todope than I am.i kind figured that since he has to make runs with time I would've spent doing otherwise too much energy and money going to the old bag.Some of these smokers look awful now.It's over I am going to a ranch now and I'm going to have a white limosuine.it's every artists high end dream come true.Buddie boy is on it's so sad.It's a sad story about a dysfuctional family torn apart by mental illness and poverty. I was over come by my sastion to be compelled by Mr.Nadir.I knew from the beginning that I stood chance of being rejected.I won't say why.Not only am I older than him.I am a single white female who is a mother.Oh.well.I stand the risk of embarrassment if I come on to some.with uninvited advan ces.also,the akwardness of getting to know some like me can be surprising.
It is only for the expierenced and strong hearted.Well my life is about to change.well move in with two other peole we need to be tolerant. I hope Sagar forgets about that mess.I want to carry with the art fund .Dan doesn't understand this takes time.I am going to make a Viking template of an image that resembles Sagar I'l alter it to what I think it should be to0 be then I can happy again.After Todd itn will be awhile before I ever get it on.