Aug 23, 2012 10:49
Oh the place you wait in until there is room in Hell. Just kidding, but it does feel like it. I was luckily only there for an hour this time. I turned in a copy of the restraining order so hopefully the ODJFS has everything to get me back on my foodstamps. I really need them.
This weekend I'll be hitting up the food pantries so that I can feed my kids. I hate using them, but I am quite desolute right now. And these are here for people like me who need them.
I'm afraid to look at my bank account right now. I'm pretty sure it's negative, just how much. Well I don't want another thing to worry about on top of all my other worries.
I can do this, and I will keep saying it until I have done it. Either that or quit and crawl into a hidey hole, with my teddy bear, until I can handle it. To bad the hiding and the teddy bear aren't exactly productive solutions.
On a bright note, I can finally use my laptop again for internet. No wifi but as long as I have an ethernet cable, I'm good to go. I'm just now locked into place near the router because my cable is not very long.
Oh and divorce and restraining order have been filed. My lawyer rocks.
That is all for now.