:(late night..very early morning...):
here i am....another late night very early morning laying in my bed, unable to sleep..listening and filling my head with music via the ipod...since ive been here, i have felt very calm and content...and happy....
however, going through some things i had forgotten about, leading to making me feel like my heart is going to explode.... i dont know if what i am feeling is real or if its just psychological because of these things im rediscovering....maybe this is the reason i have been unable to sleep for the past 3 - 4 hours...
on another note... where is the effort on others behalves? what are they waiting for?! if i didnt take time to check in, i think i would be non existent to some....it really confuses me...
last but not least...would be nice to have someone in my bed right now...
daylight is creeping in...my velvet blanket will protect me..
however, going through some things i had forgotten about, leading to making me feel like my heart is going to explode.... i dont know if what i am feeling is real or if its just psychological because of these things im rediscovering....maybe this is the reason i have been unable to sleep for the past 3 - 4 hours...
on another note... where is the effort on others behalves? what are they waiting for?! if i didnt take time to check in, i think i would be non existent to some....it really confuses me...
last but not least...would be nice to have someone in my bed right now...
daylight is creeping in...my velvet blanket will protect me..