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I wish i could just enjoy things as they happen. I know for a fact that I will look back on this year in about 6 months from now, and say to myself "I wish that things could go back to the way they were". Or maybe not, maybe I'm just having a legitamatly bad year. I am especially excited for the new year, because I feel like it is a fresh start for me. I can just plain be who I want, and do what I want, and that is really something wonderful. My year did not start off so great last year, and perhaps it is true what they say about a year being affected by how it started. Not that it's been all bad, it's just been very up and down.
It is odd for me to type while I am perfectly content. Nothing is really wrong, and I feel generally happy, like all is right with the world. Soon I will be going home and having christmas, which is my favorite time of the year. I wish things would just stay put as they are right now, or better yet, i wish that things would improve. That my roommate would stop wetting the bed, that my grades will miraculously shoot up, that I will have the best christmas ever. Because i've been through a bad christmas, and it just magnafies itself and makes everything ten times worse.
it's gross how much comfort my bed offers me. i'm in it quite often, and i just love how I feel when I'm in my bed. Or any bed. Now i realize that may have implied that i am some kind of prostitute, and I will just come out and say it. I love beds. So much in fact that I slept till 2 p.m. today.
I am very excited to go to magic mountain tommorow, and to have a sleepover tonight. God, i can't remember the last time I went to a legitamate sleepover. This time there will be cosmos and mudslides along with the ice cream cake, and pizza. I do remember my sleepover many years ago, ice skating and wearing a stupid white hat with people holding hands across the front. Funny the things I remember, I actually wore that hat to bed.
So anyway, how can i procrastinate next?
It is odd for me to type while I am perfectly content. Nothing is really wrong, and I feel generally happy, like all is right with the world. Soon I will be going home and having christmas, which is my favorite time of the year. I wish things would just stay put as they are right now, or better yet, i wish that things would improve. That my roommate would stop wetting the bed, that my grades will miraculously shoot up, that I will have the best christmas ever. Because i've been through a bad christmas, and it just magnafies itself and makes everything ten times worse.
it's gross how much comfort my bed offers me. i'm in it quite often, and i just love how I feel when I'm in my bed. Or any bed. Now i realize that may have implied that i am some kind of prostitute, and I will just come out and say it. I love beds. So much in fact that I slept till 2 p.m. today.
I am very excited to go to magic mountain tommorow, and to have a sleepover tonight. God, i can't remember the last time I went to a legitamate sleepover. This time there will be cosmos and mudslides along with the ice cream cake, and pizza. I do remember my sleepover many years ago, ice skating and wearing a stupid white hat with people holding hands across the front. Funny the things I remember, I actually wore that hat to bed.
So anyway, how can i procrastinate next?