Nov 17, 2009 17:33
funny how the painkillers made my headache worse
i am lagging behind life, so disturbing
so after the doctor just now i sat at the coffeeshop
pondering
humans are such complicated beings truly
we have relationships with so many different people
and that every relationship is so unique
like no one can replace the friendship i share with louis
and no one can replace the love i share with daryl
and we can function so multi purposefully in every situation
sharing a part of us with people who are important to us
and judging the importance of each relationship with each person
and carry steps to maintain the relationship
interesting really, the people we are.
now is to laze around and head down to the rehearsal later
i pray my headache just goes away
or maybe i should pop another two painkillers grr.
life needs to balance out.
or the world needs to unscrew themselves.