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Sometimes, you know.... there are just moments where you look at everything and you wonder. Everything is so cloudy, like its been raining for a long time but you didn't even realize it. And then you step outside and its not just sprinkling, its pouring down all around you, and the door you just walked out of is locked behind you so you have no other choice to run forward, into that downpour. And as you run, you look up at the sky and all you see are miles and miles of more clouds, of more running. And you slip in the mud and no one is there to pull you out. So you just get up and keep going. Trying to outrun that wetness that takes over your life, while you are eating, while you are sleeping, while you are sitting in class, or while you gaze alone, as always, out at that endless sky. But there is no rainbow. There is no happy ending to this running. The clouds haven't even begun to part and there are no distant rays of light to run towards. Its just running. And when the camera pans up and you realize you haven't even been running in circles, you've only been standing in the middle of one, all you can do is watch yourself stand.