Nov 19, 2008 12:12
*takes a deep breath* Well things just looked sucky for me. Of course my life doesn't suck, I always say, it's the person that makes his life suck because they want to. But I don't understand why so much negative things people say about me. I can careless, but sometimes i get mad and strike back. I decided to devote myself more to God. Read scriptures daily. Read inspiring books. I want to have my life pure yet fun =) I want to stop thinking negative and start living with hope and faith. Before things were so much clear and awesome when I would read the bible daily, because I knew what was up. It's like the bible reveals to me what is happening in certain situations and helps me stay focused on the things that matter, and not the things that will just waste my time. There's nothing more to it =) It's not that I am giving up on everything I do just to devote myself to God, it just means to make room for Him in my life because this last year I quite having been putting Him in my life.
In other news 3 more days until Stephanie(best friend) comes to LA and 5 more days until I see her =) We're gonna have a whole day of random/planned events lol. Twilight will be waiting for us odsaifjapsdjfpj
god devote life