I am so fed up with this shit.

On some days, I feel like tearing my hair out and fucking screaming until my voice becomes hoarse.

No prizes for fucking guessing that today is exactly one of those days.

I'm absolutely fed the fuck up with being pissed around with.

But, hey, whoop-de-fucking-do.

This has nothing to do with what I updated about yesterday, BTW. This has just been building, and building, and building, and I would write more (in fact, I did, before I deleted it), but that probably wouldn't be too wise at the moment.

Had a bad morning/early afternoon at work. I won't go into too much detail, but I just woke up feeling really annoyed for some reason. Add that to the fact that some of my co-workers were pissing me off and my clicky/crunchy jaw was playing up a lot more than usual (speak of the devil, it just started again ( Read more... )

There could have been a serious accident yesterday. All "thanks" to me.

Nothing bad happened. But the fact is, it could have been undescribably bad. It would have been all my fault, and the thought of what could have happened just makes me feel terrible.

I feel relieved and guilty at the same time.

Why the hell do I feel so...... down? I have no reason to be ( Read more... )

I am going to fucking scream.

*seethes*

Did I ever mention how much I dislike being used and taken for granted? Well, one of the only things more infuriating than that is being used, taken for granted, and then being made to look like the villain, like it's all my fault.

This situation is making me feel more and more hateful by the day.

Right. I suppose I know where I stand now, then. Fine. I'm fed up with being used, anyway.

I'm not going to take any more shit from certain people. I may hurt them by doing this, but, frankly, I don't care. They've hurt me enough.

Katrina wants to have a "meeting" with me on Tuesday.

.....yeah, that's going to be the absolute highlight of my week. *end sarcasm*

*notices that the vast majority of her most recent entries contain nothing but negativity*

Heh.