I have to do my homework before I go to a Jazz concert, but whatever (:

Apr 10, 2010 15:27

I did end up asking Richard if he was okay. It went something like this:

Me: *walks into the choir room*
Him: *stares at me with a weird look* (LOL it was dress your best, so I was wearing this flowery high-waisted skirt, I guess he was like wtf?)
Me: :D HI RICHAAAARD.
Him: ...Hi.
Me: *pokes*
Him: *stares* ...what?
Me: ARE YOU OKAY?
Him: ...Yeah... Are YOU okay?
Me: *punches* Are you suuuuure you're okay?
Him: Yeah, why?
Me: You looked sad yesterday!
Him: Well.. I'm fine now. *pats*

And then I stopped bothering him. I was pretty sure from the start he wouldn't tell me about it, because lol, I'm like 5 years younger than him and it's none of my business really. But at least he's better now, and I'm fine as long as he's happy~ :'D
Just to clear this up before you all think I'm weird - I am weird. I guess that conversation up there is kind of.. how I am. LOL like, if I'm not hyper, I'm either sad or angry. Or shy. Even though it's dellusional because people who don't know me think I'm really reserved, I'm actually super loud and insane. That's my true self, I think? Insane. XD;

Anyways, I think I'm becoming too.. attached to Richard. >_____>; As in, IthinkImayactuallylikehimasdfghjkl; I'm in denial though. I REFUSE T_______T THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN. So I've started to avoid him. Yesterday we had a choir performance all day so we skipped school, and I had no friends lol because Chelsea left at 11. So I was moving around between my brother and his friends, Clarisse and her annoying friends, and Panda Bear who was hanging out with intimidating grade 12s. ...basically I was a loner. Richard was walking by with his grade 12 people and made fun of me because I had no friends. DON'T RUB IT IN. THIS IS WHY I'M JOINING BAND NEXT YEAR YOU BIT- so I fingered him. Then Christian (a grade 12 guy in choir) said I was going to hell for fingering someone in front of a church. Yeah well I'd probably go to hell either way so LEAVE ME ALONE T________________T

Want a picture? :'D From the choir performance/festival thing:


I'm on the left, that's Clarisse on the right, and behind us are random grade 8s...?
I want contacts badly, guys. :/ My mom said I could get them... in the summer T____T

OH AND I GOT A DAILYBOOTH :'D
Follow me and I'll do the same?

*picture post!, personal: conversations

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