I really do miss you a lot, I'm only saying it on LiveJournal because I'm fucked up but it's really true I want you to be here I love you so much it's not even funny. It don't tell you when I'm sober but it's true and now I'm I lost my train of thought I'm really sorry. I wish I could talk to you now but I can't, so this is the best I could do. When I called you at 3:00 am at the beach I was on absinthe and it was so cool and I wanted to tell you that you understand me bu i want you to more and i was going to tell you`mor about me and you would understand me more and i would undersand you more too i want to write more but the room is spinning when i sit up. i miss you sooo much, i wish you were here now. i hope you dont think im being like all the other boys who tell you shit about how they are in love with you and all of that crap b/c it's not like that at all and i know you understand that. it's taken me so to type this that i am sobering up and i was really fucked up, which proves how long it took for me to write this b/c i kept passing out at the computer. I love you so much and i just kee[ typing b/c it's the closest i can come to talking to you and i really want to. i might try and call you now on sarah's phone i hope she doesnt get pissed, if so i apologize in adavnce
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sarah and i are coming up friday instead since we figure we'll slack off until sunday on studying.
so we are going to be spending the night.
i love you so much.
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