The old people think Heather's a little bitch...
Okie...
So, I'm going BACK to work today after breaking down...again for the third time in a month. -_-;;; It's that day of shame that I hate when everyone talks behind your back, because you suddenly started crying on the job. I feel like a big baby doing that, but certain comments just hit a nerve with me when I'm not in a joking mood. So, yeah, they made me leave, but not before I commented that I hope not to hear any shit about me throwing a fit and leaving early. *sigh* It's stress...I know that it is.
I NEVER EVER EVER cry in public, not at work or in front of friends. I don't know why, but I just don't like when people see me cry.
All I know at this moment is that I need to quit a job if I'm going to keep sane. I thought I could do it. *shrug* That extra $100 is just not worth not feeling like shit. ...I wonder how many prostitutes have said that line before...
So, um, yeah. I hope my next day off will be relieve this stress. SERIOUSLY.
Heather
So, I'm going BACK to work today after breaking down...again for the third time in a month. -_-;;; It's that day of shame that I hate when everyone talks behind your back, because you suddenly started crying on the job. I feel like a big baby doing that, but certain comments just hit a nerve with me when I'm not in a joking mood. So, yeah, they made me leave, but not before I commented that I hope not to hear any shit about me throwing a fit and leaving early. *sigh* It's stress...I know that it is.
I NEVER EVER EVER cry in public, not at work or in front of friends. I don't know why, but I just don't like when people see me cry.
All I know at this moment is that I need to quit a job if I'm going to keep sane. I thought I could do it. *shrug* That extra $100 is just not worth not feeling like shit. ...I wonder how many prostitutes have said that line before...
So, um, yeah. I hope my next day off will be relieve this stress. SERIOUSLY.
Heather