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Apr 12, 2005 07:36

With each ticking of the second hand, I'm wasting more of my life away. Time is plaguing me like it never has before. On my days off, I'm sometimes getting as much as 12 hours of sleep. While it feels great to do so, when I look at my clock upon getting out of bed, I can't help but feel a little bit remorseful at having wasted so much of the ( Read more... )

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lianarosanadana April 12 2005, 18:23:08 UTC
Okay, first of all I laughed kinda hard when I read that last part. I hate it when I do shit like that, but I gotta laugh at others when they do it, right?

Secondly, Aidan, you need to get some perspective. You are 19 years old. 19! You literally have your whole life ahead of you. If you're not comfortable making decisions about your future now, then don't make them now. Besides, how can someone with little to know experience in just plain living life day to day on their own be equipped to make a decision like what you're going to do with the rest of your life? The reason you don't know is becuase you're too young to know that right now Aidan. Right now, you don't even know what your limits are, what you can withstand, or how much you can depend on yourself and yourself alone. You've never had reasons in your life that forced you to fend completely and utterly for yourself, without help from anyone. Can a person lacking such experience make a decision about the fate of their own future? Hardly ( ... )

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Waiting For [...] teknopo8 April 12 2005, 19:08:21 UTC
I can't claim to have ironed out all the existential wrinkles of my life, but I have a few thoughts that may or may not be helpful ( ... )

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anonymous April 13 2005, 13:41:26 UTC
A lot of people feel the same pressure that you do, and they all have something in common: they don't know. Part of the joy (or suffering) of life is not knowing what's going to happen ( ... )

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