Oi
School starts a week from today.
I'm good with going back to school. I don't mind waking up and going off and learning, and academically, I feel good about this year.
I just don't want to be reminded of the idiots I deal with every day. I don't want to be reminded that I am not safe if I am not careful. I don't want to have to shut my mouth around my peers in order to keep who I am, a BIG part of who I am, from being found out and attacked.
I'm not one to be this insecure, but I don't want to be reminded on a constant basis that I am different, in a way that will make society fail to recognize my humanity, and a way that will cause me to be cast as all but literal demon.
Oh well.
I always have my solace: to be rejected by the sheep and the stupid is just affirmation that I am more than that.
Yes, having a superiority complex IS the best way to survive this shit. :3 Get over it.
I'm good with going back to school. I don't mind waking up and going off and learning, and academically, I feel good about this year.
I just don't want to be reminded of the idiots I deal with every day. I don't want to be reminded that I am not safe if I am not careful. I don't want to have to shut my mouth around my peers in order to keep who I am, a BIG part of who I am, from being found out and attacked.
I'm not one to be this insecure, but I don't want to be reminded on a constant basis that I am different, in a way that will make society fail to recognize my humanity, and a way that will cause me to be cast as all but literal demon.
Oh well.
I always have my solace: to be rejected by the sheep and the stupid is just affirmation that I am more than that.
Yes, having a superiority complex IS the best way to survive this shit. :3 Get over it.