After A Night's Sleep
So after a full night's sleep I feel slightly better, probably because I was highly distracted by a really vivid 2 minute dream which I found to be extremely entertaining. Apparently I drop straight into dream mode.
I'm still upset, don't get me wrong, and some half-assed apology isn't going to change that. But I'm not as full of rage as I was last night, the sleep having tempered it somewhat. Not made it go away, but calmed me down. I feel kind of bad though, because I did explain to Sarah that I was no longer comfortable with him coming because of what's transpired and that when he comes (horribly enough, during my birthday weekend), I'd just go home or maybe ask Akin if I can bunk at his apartment since I really don't like leaving campus anymore. I can come back to change and shower but that's pretty much it, I guess. That or I can run away to temple and hang out with Guru-Ji and Pundit-Ji.
Note to self: Ask Pundit-Ji "Apanaa naam kya hai?" and get an answer that isn't "Pundit-Ji."
Anyway I should change and get ready to head to Mandarin soon.
I'm still upset, don't get me wrong, and some half-assed apology isn't going to change that. But I'm not as full of rage as I was last night, the sleep having tempered it somewhat. Not made it go away, but calmed me down. I feel kind of bad though, because I did explain to Sarah that I was no longer comfortable with him coming because of what's transpired and that when he comes (horribly enough, during my birthday weekend), I'd just go home or maybe ask Akin if I can bunk at his apartment since I really don't like leaving campus anymore. I can come back to change and shower but that's pretty much it, I guess. That or I can run away to temple and hang out with Guru-Ji and Pundit-Ji.
Note to self: Ask Pundit-Ji "Apanaa naam kya hai?" and get an answer that isn't "Pundit-Ji."
Anyway I should change and get ready to head to Mandarin soon.