A little thought...
...I don't know how people see me as an author. I don't also know how people view my stories. I am left insecure always. Because, I don't know what is it that I need to do to improve my skills. I am rather left hanging and doubtful of every plot lines and every characterization, I impose to my written outputs. It is actually depressing.
I decided on quitting, especially on writing YamaChii stories. But, I never did continue that, it was only a 'thought' because why should I? I write for my own happiness, so... I guess that is an enough reason. Yet still, na...
I am still left hollow inside.
Then this situation often occurs, when I playfully ask co-writers if we can ever do a 'one-shot' together... I get declined and rejected. And, I feel sad about it but...
I don't want to impose anymore, nor say anything. I understand. But what I wanna know is...
Is my stories hard to understand because of the English? Is it boring and too wordy? Perhaps, is it lengthy? Or just plain old difficult...
Anyways, it doesn't matter. This, after all, is just a little thought.
- Aitan
Posted via m.livejournal.com.
I decided on quitting, especially on writing YamaChii stories. But, I never did continue that, it was only a 'thought' because why should I? I write for my own happiness, so... I guess that is an enough reason. Yet still, na...
I am still left hollow inside.
Then this situation often occurs, when I playfully ask co-writers if we can ever do a 'one-shot' together... I get declined and rejected. And, I feel sad about it but...
I don't want to impose anymore, nor say anything. I understand. But what I wanna know is...
Is my stories hard to understand because of the English? Is it boring and too wordy? Perhaps, is it lengthy? Or just plain old difficult...
Anyways, it doesn't matter. This, after all, is just a little thought.
- Aitan
Posted via m.livejournal.com.