I started this at work....
Well once again I am at work and i already sent Dimitri home at 7.. its slow... and you know what that means.. my mind wanders...
Up, someone just walked in... oh wait they just wanted directions.. DO I LOOK like map to you??? Anyway...
Well I have offically 16 days till I move out of my apartment.. im sad and excited alltogether.. and I thank you in advance to everyone, if I stay at your apartment.. scrappy thanks u too..
Well in two days sarab ashb and i are going to Stuart for David's bday. I am really excitied to see him.. and for those of you that are wondering.. no we aren't dating.. yes we've talked about.... I'll just leave it at that... mwahhahahaha....
I was thinking about it. and there are quite a few of us that are in "complicated dating relationships" and it makes me think of a quote from the wedding date..
"Everyone woman has the exact love life that she wants".. or its something to that degree.. and you know what.. it is sort of true..
When you are ready to let go of that "asshole" of an ex-boyfriend or ex- girlfriend you will when you are ready to.. and its not necessarily true that your ex is an ASS so to speak.. they just weren't for you and i know a few people that still need to let go of these people, don't invite them to places and then complain that they are coming.. its called a break up because it's broken.... no you can't stay friends with them or at least be the way that you were before. especially if they have already moved on.. and IF they HAVEN'T moved on doesn't mean that you can stay the same either..If you really loved this person.. you can't be friends right away after the break up.. you need to be away from each other and yes its hard but you know what if i can do it you can do it.. thats what your friends are for...
I was getting depressed the other day because i realized that 5 years really is a long time and that there are sooo many memories that I could look back on with him but now.. not so much.. You have to move forward and not look backward.. I have already made what feels like a years worth of memories in one semester.. I am having such a good time..
Don't settle for a relationship just because you are a lonely bitch.. shiit we are allll lonely.. suck it up.. YOU DESERVE BETTER.. yes there is someone out there for you or at least someone that makes you happier.. it always happens when you aren't looking for it.. ask me or sarab.. There are good guys and gals out there and no you probably aren't going to meet them at a bar.. so if you do meet one there don't be surprised when they turn out to be an asshole... they only wanted one thing anyway..
Don't be an ass to people who are happy in a relationship or are happy in whatever kind of relationship.. you were there once and you will be there again one day.. in the meantime be happy for them because they are your friend... and if you are in a relationship try your best not to ditch your friends.. we have ALL done it.. there has to be a balance between the two.
IF you think you are all alone.. you're not, you can't expect to meet people by sitting on your ass.. get out there and meet people don't be shy you've got at least 12 other people that I can think of that think you are an awesome person.. so don't be afraid.. hehehe... I love our group...
I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!
Up, someone just walked in... oh wait they just wanted directions.. DO I LOOK like map to you??? Anyway...
Well I have offically 16 days till I move out of my apartment.. im sad and excited alltogether.. and I thank you in advance to everyone, if I stay at your apartment.. scrappy thanks u too..
Well in two days sarab ashb and i are going to Stuart for David's bday. I am really excitied to see him.. and for those of you that are wondering.. no we aren't dating.. yes we've talked about.... I'll just leave it at that... mwahhahahaha....
I was thinking about it. and there are quite a few of us that are in "complicated dating relationships" and it makes me think of a quote from the wedding date..
"Everyone woman has the exact love life that she wants".. or its something to that degree.. and you know what.. it is sort of true..
When you are ready to let go of that "asshole" of an ex-boyfriend or ex- girlfriend you will when you are ready to.. and its not necessarily true that your ex is an ASS so to speak.. they just weren't for you and i know a few people that still need to let go of these people, don't invite them to places and then complain that they are coming.. its called a break up because it's broken.... no you can't stay friends with them or at least be the way that you were before. especially if they have already moved on.. and IF they HAVEN'T moved on doesn't mean that you can stay the same either..If you really loved this person.. you can't be friends right away after the break up.. you need to be away from each other and yes its hard but you know what if i can do it you can do it.. thats what your friends are for...
I was getting depressed the other day because i realized that 5 years really is a long time and that there are sooo many memories that I could look back on with him but now.. not so much.. You have to move forward and not look backward.. I have already made what feels like a years worth of memories in one semester.. I am having such a good time..
Don't settle for a relationship just because you are a lonely bitch.. shiit we are allll lonely.. suck it up.. YOU DESERVE BETTER.. yes there is someone out there for you or at least someone that makes you happier.. it always happens when you aren't looking for it.. ask me or sarab.. There are good guys and gals out there and no you probably aren't going to meet them at a bar.. so if you do meet one there don't be surprised when they turn out to be an asshole... they only wanted one thing anyway..
Don't be an ass to people who are happy in a relationship or are happy in whatever kind of relationship.. you were there once and you will be there again one day.. in the meantime be happy for them because they are your friend... and if you are in a relationship try your best not to ditch your friends.. we have ALL done it.. there has to be a balance between the two.
IF you think you are all alone.. you're not, you can't expect to meet people by sitting on your ass.. get out there and meet people don't be shy you've got at least 12 other people that I can think of that think you are an awesome person.. so don't be afraid.. hehehe... I love our group...
I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!