( I haven't been around in a while... )

Hi everyone, just wanted everyone to know I'm still alive. I've been going through a lot lately, and just haven't been in a livejournal mood. I still love you all though, and if you ever need me you can always find me at KaleighBytheway.tumblr.com and my twitter, also KaleighBytheway.

( Just some ramblings from a tired soul. )

For my 10,000th tweet I posted a nood on the internet.

( So this is from my first ever post, re-doing it for modern times. )

Saturday is my dad's birthday, he would have been 47. It's still really sinking in that he's not coming back. That I'm never going to see him again. Having to talk to people about him without crying. Seeing the way people look at my younger brother, and can see my dad in everything he does. I'm so fucking thankful I don't see dad when I look at ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I should post, so the few people that care can know I'm still alive... But then I shout "BEGONE INTERNET! I NEED YOU NOT!!" and go offline for a day or too... But always come crawling back, crying "I missed you internet, please forgive my ignorance."

I've been having a lot of moments lately where I sit back and really look at my life, or even just life in general. Normally it's the stars that unleash this slew of feeling and thought, but this time is different. This time, I was soaking in the rays of the sun, feeling the heat on my face, and you know what I realized? I'm blessed to be able to ( Read more... )

I’m pondering feelings we don’t have names for. For example, the moment on a roller coaster when your stomach drops to your feet, before shooting straight into your throat.

The main feeling I’m pondering though, is one I can’t quite describe. It’s a feeling of static, like a microphone left hooked to an amp, silent if not for the quiet humming from ( Read more... )