yeah, it's been awhile.

[ahoaxtolivefor5]

i guess i haven't felt the need.
i kind of do tonight.
the next three weeks will not go by fast enough, i can tell you that right now.
i hate dragging my laundry across the city.
i hate being the only one who does it.
and the dishes.
and the cleaning.
and the dog walking.
and i can say i'm not a fan to coming home and being pushed away.
in the most physical sense.
if you're tired, go to bed.
and don't be a jerk about it.
i can't wait to have a bedroom.
so you can go, and i can go somewhere else.
i love you, but come on.

three more weeks.
come on three more weeks.
please be swift.

i need my new start to begin.