I think i'm going back into a hole
I never get out anymore, just work and come home, wash, rinse, repeat. I like my job, just not the hours so much as i've never been a morning person. But now it seems as if I can never get out of the house anymore. I'm not sure if that's my own mental block, actual lack of funds, or what. It's just getting a tad depressing and i'm going more and more back to the anti-social creature that I used to be, which is making me even more depressed. Fucking downward spiral that it is. Sick of feeling like i can't go out for one reason or another, sick or being depressed, sick of it all. Eventualy this will all fade i'm sure, but in the meantime it hurts. Oh well, nothing that I can do about it at the moment, back to fucking work.