My birthday is in 5 days!!! YAY!

Why when everything is going so good, I have to get a major shitball thrown right at my face. Oh well. I guess I just need to keep my head up. Although I am actually doing really well with this single thing. I am actually okay, I am kind of proud of myself. Well wish me luck tomorrow. Hopefully everything goes okay.

It has been forever!! Life is so good for me right now. I am actually on my feet, making pretty good money. Taking care of myself. Im happy. I love my boyfriend. I love me. Its great.

I love life.

Just thought I would share that.

I havent written in here in forever! Things are good. Life is actually pretty good. There are the normal worries and stresses. But other than that I think I am probably happier than I have ever been. Its a good feeling to know that I am here because of me.

Life is looking up :)

I am so happy its a new year. This one is going to be so much better than the last. I promise myself that.

I thought this was serious. Things never change.

This has to be the weirdest point in my life. One day I think I know what I want, yet when I really think about I realize that I dont know what I want. I dont even know myself. I am actually pretty happy, suprisingly, with how confused I am. I just need to stop thinking so far ahead, I am only 19 years old. I dont have to have everything figured ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know if I will ever be okay.

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