you act as if gravity is the only thing keeping you here

[aheart4heshboys]

he came over last night, i thought we had a great time.. we played boardgames and just hung out. i thought we were good, and then he gets up and pops up the away message saying he doesn't want to dream and have to wake up to false hopes again.. so he comes back, and it goes into a 2 and a half hour conversation. I think we were on the verge of a

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[mynameismary]

When I was online last night around 1:30ish/2, and you were still on, I SO KNEW YOU AND HIM WERE TALKING. I could just sense it:P:\ And if this is his version of "forgetting about it", then he needs to stop taking Ginkcoba, or whatever memory lose vitamins he is obviously ODing on.

I don't know why he's being stubborn. Maybe he's not being anything, and that's just him? Either way, it's not a good thing. And you two do make eachother happy and you both deserve that. So he needs to realize what he has before he loses it. :\

Let's stop having all these "on the verge of..." momments, and just not be on the verge of anything but being happy.

P.S. Lex/Shannon/Eddie/Mary/Lindsay night - sometime very soon due to all the things going on in our lives, we deserve some good quality friend time. :)

Smile, Lex :) Things will work out :)

<33Lindsay

[aheart4heshboys]

maybe you should be a psychic. sensing those things online :-P haha

i'll ask him about any medications he's on.. and tell him to get off of it.

you make me laugh, and i'm soooo looking forward to that friends night out thing!! :-D sounds like a greatplaaannn

<3x3904
Lex

[piinksparkz]

hello my name is alexis' boyfriend ad right about now I suck
when we first started going out i thought "wow, look at my luck"
but now I'm and asshole and never like to listen
and all I seem to do is yell at lex and start bitchin
her best friend shannon isn't too happy
if I get any worse, she'll probably smack me
I wish I weren't so limp wristed all the damn time
and realize I'm slowly losing a great girlfriend of mine

blah blah blah I could go on but you get my point ;D

he's worse then a girl on PMS. psh.....pshhh....pshsuihfjksdfjgsd. you know how I feel about him :P

cheer up alexis kid. things will get easier. if they don't, then brighten up the new york skyline in your eyes and say hello to stephanie!! :-P

lylas wbtbff <3

[aheart4heshboys]

hahahaha.
nice poem :)
newyork skyline is in my.. nevermind. lol
:-X :-P
stephanie is my alterego, and right now she's rocking.. if you know what i mean.
we make one great fake person. :-P

lylas wbtbff

[feelinleftout]

welll that was inciteful of him...
it goes along with that whole "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger"

[invisisam]

That boy has more mood swings than god.. what more could he possibly want from you? Sheesh.. and he's not making it any better by throwing temper tantrums. Good luck with that lex..

~Sam

[glowbutt]

oooh, can i join in the 'daryl is a poophead' comment game?. . .heh. . .i don't eve know what happened other than what i read here, but i know for sure i don't like spastic retard boys who treat my sister like shit