Apr 30, 2003 17:42
combined, we got around 3 hours of sleep last night. and now i'm feeding off the punchy energy.
anyways, he left 43 messages last night and i wanted to share some, because they made me smile at 6 am.
im sory i dropped the three big words on you like that. i could have waited, but it wouldnt have done either of us any good cause, today or a month from now wouldnt have changed how i feel about you..
i cant force you to love me, but i can really see something in the breif eye contact we have, and im hoping its not just me..
i really didnt want to sound fake, like i had other things in mind, like how many pig headed guys do, saying something like that and not meaning it just to see some action. and i hope to god you know thats not my M.O. ..
you write such pretty words but life's no story book
love's an excuse to get hurt
and to hurt
do you like to hurt?
i do
i do
Then hurt me..
- bright eyes
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but i swear to you every word is true including the "i" and especialy the "love", and mostly the "you"
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(is that a song or something? it sounded like it could be one, but i wasn't sure.. i dont know)
i gotta go take pictures and stuff before my dad comes..
eddie needs to come back, i miss him.
it's such a beautiful day outside today
mr rogers, our guidance counsler had a drug relapse.. that gets me every time.
pphheewwww
really. im going now.