you write such pretty words but life's no story book.
trying to think of the last time i wrote, i think it was sunday night. yeah, it was.. minor issues and complications, but they were resolved. haha, he made magnets for his van with the infamous painting.. one said "what was she thinking?" and the other "what WAS i going to do today?"
cute :P self made bumper stickers.
i think thats like our unofficial icon.. you know some couples have "their song"? I think we have an "our painting!" hehe :P
eddie didnt leave on monday, but he wasn't in school.
holly and I made the most onfusing sentence ever, but it had plenty of long words in it.. just don't ask us what they mean. :P
We went to look at a house monday afternoon, but it was nasty and stinky and ew.
daryl was at Silver Lake for Chuck's sister's game or something, so he came over when we got home. we watched Mr. Personality- just for a good laugh, and now i think i'll pathetically be watching it every monday night. it's so stupid that I'm intrigued by it. :P
he went to leave at 10, and a big mess started outside. blah blah blah, we were just standing there and he was looking at me, and he said something about "you know I would never lie to you.." and i got this big knot in my throat, so i tried to say bye and go inside, because i'm good at playing it cool. psh. so he grabbed me and asked what was wrong..
"i hope those are tears of joy??"
haha ;) and then this big conversation about frustration and separating one thing from another, and his "Alexis, i'm not HIM.. i plan to be nothing like him.." bunch of other stuff. i despise crying in front of people as it is, last thing on my list of it was in front of him. rawr.
so i slept 2 hours.
yesterday i had the entire lunch table to myself, once again.
i got groped by a girl, and hit on by a 293 lb 10 year old, and then threatened to die. heh.
we were going to look at houses, so Daryl came along. the house itself was nice, like the layout and all.. it needs some work, because it was just a man living there, the mom moved out or w/e, so yeah.. it needed some help but it was nice.. i think they're gonna make an offer on it.
went to applebees,we went to wash our hands. they have the coolest soap dispenser in the world, so i was in there making a huge pile on my hands having fun with it.. i came back to the table and commented about it, and my mom just about fell off her chair laughing.. daryl had come back a minute before me saying how cool it was.
we're far too easily amused. ;P
came back, watched gilmore girls<33 oh how i adore that show.
had a wrestling match, i lost horribly so we went on to arm wrestling.. both of my hands against him. apparently i have "the strength of a 4 year old girl" oh well.
aww he made this sketches in school, he gave two of them to me.. one is a needle, like one you would shoot up heroin with or w/e. it says 'alexis' all in it with these little bubbles and the bottom says "My addiction"
and the other one is a picture of an eye with tears and it says "Her eyes, are eager for it in the end"
i like when he gets bored. he gets creative :P
and then he left, we were outside
he stuck his tongue out and said "can you see it?" and i was way confused, so i asked what he was talking about.. "the words on the tip of my tongue"
hahah :-P
then he went on about how it seemed too soon to say it, that it freaked him out because it was so soon, but 'i dont know..i guess you just feel what you feel'. and how he was contemplating saying it or not, but "im sure by now you know what im talking about."
and i explained how i wanted it to be a sure thing when i said it, and i wasn't 100% about anything then..
and he proceeded on about differences and HIM and stuff and how he wouldnt say something for the wrong reasons, or to lie. "you want some reassurance?"
and he said it..
and i didn't say it back, but i told him i cared about him aa looottt, but before i say anything like that- i wanted to be sure it's what i meant.
i don't know, maybe i'm a bad person? but he said he wasn't expecting me to say it back, but he wanted me to know his side of it all..
so now i know
i gotta go to school.. ack, there's m ore. i gotta go
have a terrific wednesday!!
cute :P self made bumper stickers.
i think thats like our unofficial icon.. you know some couples have "their song"? I think we have an "our painting!" hehe :P
eddie didnt leave on monday, but he wasn't in school.
holly and I made the most onfusing sentence ever, but it had plenty of long words in it.. just don't ask us what they mean. :P
We went to look at a house monday afternoon, but it was nasty and stinky and ew.
daryl was at Silver Lake for Chuck's sister's game or something, so he came over when we got home. we watched Mr. Personality- just for a good laugh, and now i think i'll pathetically be watching it every monday night. it's so stupid that I'm intrigued by it. :P
he went to leave at 10, and a big mess started outside. blah blah blah, we were just standing there and he was looking at me, and he said something about "you know I would never lie to you.." and i got this big knot in my throat, so i tried to say bye and go inside, because i'm good at playing it cool. psh. so he grabbed me and asked what was wrong..
"i hope those are tears of joy??"
haha ;) and then this big conversation about frustration and separating one thing from another, and his "Alexis, i'm not HIM.. i plan to be nothing like him.." bunch of other stuff. i despise crying in front of people as it is, last thing on my list of it was in front of him. rawr.
so i slept 2 hours.
yesterday i had the entire lunch table to myself, once again.
i got groped by a girl, and hit on by a 293 lb 10 year old, and then threatened to die. heh.
we were going to look at houses, so Daryl came along. the house itself was nice, like the layout and all.. it needs some work, because it was just a man living there, the mom moved out or w/e, so yeah.. it needed some help but it was nice.. i think they're gonna make an offer on it.
went to applebees,we went to wash our hands. they have the coolest soap dispenser in the world, so i was in there making a huge pile on my hands having fun with it.. i came back to the table and commented about it, and my mom just about fell off her chair laughing.. daryl had come back a minute before me saying how cool it was.
we're far too easily amused. ;P
came back, watched gilmore girls<33 oh how i adore that show.
had a wrestling match, i lost horribly so we went on to arm wrestling.. both of my hands against him. apparently i have "the strength of a 4 year old girl" oh well.
aww he made this sketches in school, he gave two of them to me.. one is a needle, like one you would shoot up heroin with or w/e. it says 'alexis' all in it with these little bubbles and the bottom says "My addiction"
and the other one is a picture of an eye with tears and it says "Her eyes, are eager for it in the end"
i like when he gets bored. he gets creative :P
and then he left, we were outside
he stuck his tongue out and said "can you see it?" and i was way confused, so i asked what he was talking about.. "the words on the tip of my tongue"
hahah :-P
then he went on about how it seemed too soon to say it, that it freaked him out because it was so soon, but 'i dont know..i guess you just feel what you feel'. and how he was contemplating saying it or not, but "im sure by now you know what im talking about."
and i explained how i wanted it to be a sure thing when i said it, and i wasn't 100% about anything then..
and he proceeded on about differences and HIM and stuff and how he wouldnt say something for the wrong reasons, or to lie. "you want some reassurance?"
and he said it..
and i didn't say it back, but i told him i cared about him aa looottt, but before i say anything like that- i wanted to be sure it's what i meant.
i don't know, maybe i'm a bad person? but he said he wasn't expecting me to say it back, but he wanted me to know his side of it all..
so now i know
i gotta go to school.. ack, there's m ore. i gotta go
have a terrific wednesday!!