june 3, 2006
well, i am at home, i have had knee surgery which seems surreal. but i am having fun for the most part. some crazy dreams, both on and off the scary drugs. i was on oxycontin and percocet at the same time, that was interesting, not i am not and life is better, but i still have anxiety dreams about being at school and missing lots of work while recooperating and then feeling guilty for lounging around even though i fucking earned it.
i have been watching lots of tv on dvd. Veronica Mars and The West Wing to be specific. but i am enjoying it. i actaully saw some of my friends recently and left the house even a few times. cale leaves to Texas tomorrow and will soon spend a month where my family lives. that should be fun. i realize i will not get to texas until next summer and that actaully makes me both glad that i went last summer but sad, cause i tend to miss it. i really need to write and call my mama. i have not talk to her in quite some time, and i did just have surgery, so it would be a good grandchild thing to do.
our house has been power washed. we are repainting i think either a light green or blue color, colonial of course, nothing too outlandish, we are a historical family. i have seen a bunch of marcus and the babay and ms. sarah which is nice. i would like to see more of sophie, but she has work and stuff, pshaw.
i have been working on my resume today for england, now i officially have the grades (go me) and now don't feel as though i am jinxing anything, and no longer in a drugged stooper.
well, i should go get some west wing in before saying bon voyage to mr. cale!
i have been watching lots of tv on dvd. Veronica Mars and The West Wing to be specific. but i am enjoying it. i actaully saw some of my friends recently and left the house even a few times. cale leaves to Texas tomorrow and will soon spend a month where my family lives. that should be fun. i realize i will not get to texas until next summer and that actaully makes me both glad that i went last summer but sad, cause i tend to miss it. i really need to write and call my mama. i have not talk to her in quite some time, and i did just have surgery, so it would be a good grandchild thing to do.
our house has been power washed. we are repainting i think either a light green or blue color, colonial of course, nothing too outlandish, we are a historical family. i have seen a bunch of marcus and the babay and ms. sarah which is nice. i would like to see more of sophie, but she has work and stuff, pshaw.
i have been working on my resume today for england, now i officially have the grades (go me) and now don't feel as though i am jinxing anything, and no longer in a drugged stooper.
well, i should go get some west wing in before saying bon voyage to mr. cale!