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It's been a strange year.
Well, it's been mostly a dead year, since this Thanksgiving past, anyway.
A few of you may remember Last October, when I wasn't really employed anymore, and the only things going on in my life were Rocky Horror, and Witch's Woods. And Jayce.
I didn't really mention her much. I think there was maybe only one post, even.
And then I got sick just before Halloween. I almost didn't even make it to Rocky, but I recovered just in time...
But I was sick, and I called Jayce saying I wasn't going to be at work that night... and as delirious as I was, I didn't even know she had hung up on me because she was upset. That might've been the last night I was going to see her at work, anyway, because of my Rocky commitments.
I was upset because she never called back to see if I was feeling better, to hang out again, or anything. I was stupid. After a little while, I became afraid to call her back, thinking she'd be upset with me for not having called sooner. D'oh
And then I had to move, and my cellphone got cancelled and I lost all ways of getting in touch with her.
Until a few weeks ago, when I found her on myspace. I take back almost every mean thing I might have said about myspace.
I have missed her so much, and it turns out, so had she! I don't know where this will go, but we both want to (and did!) pick up where we left off and try.
But my god, mentally she is so young, sometimes. But then again, so am I, so am I...
Well, it's been mostly a dead year, since this Thanksgiving past, anyway.
A few of you may remember Last October, when I wasn't really employed anymore, and the only things going on in my life were Rocky Horror, and Witch's Woods. And Jayce.
I didn't really mention her much. I think there was maybe only one post, even.
And then I got sick just before Halloween. I almost didn't even make it to Rocky, but I recovered just in time...
But I was sick, and I called Jayce saying I wasn't going to be at work that night... and as delirious as I was, I didn't even know she had hung up on me because she was upset. That might've been the last night I was going to see her at work, anyway, because of my Rocky commitments.
I was upset because she never called back to see if I was feeling better, to hang out again, or anything. I was stupid. After a little while, I became afraid to call her back, thinking she'd be upset with me for not having called sooner. D'oh
And then I had to move, and my cellphone got cancelled and I lost all ways of getting in touch with her.
Until a few weeks ago, when I found her on myspace. I take back almost every mean thing I might have said about myspace.
I have missed her so much, and it turns out, so had she! I don't know where this will go, but we both want to (and did!) pick up where we left off and try.
But my god, mentally she is so young, sometimes. But then again, so am I, so am I...