Oct 04, 2004 20:42
Hari ini nyebelin deh. Rasanya bener2 membetekan. Atau memang belakangan ini aku bener2 banyak kerjaan?
Pertama, weekend yang lalu udah ngga seberapa hangout ama temen, karena sibuk research and bikin proposal buat english class. It took 6 hours to built that 3 pages proposal. I feel that my topic is pathetic. I do not really know where it goes. I am afraid that I will not be able to go further from what I found. I am also afraid that I might have to change my topic, but there is no really much time. In a way, I do not want to drop this class, or repeat it next semester. I really2 mean it. This class is really a nightmare. Well... After I was done with my proposal, I was really tired, and unable to study for today's exam. However, I managed to study, but I could not maximize it.
Second, it's about the exam. I do not know if I fail that exam. I think I don't, although I could not get an A or B. I was really feel sad about it, because I know that I am supposed to be able to do it.
While I was trying to forget that problem, I sent an email to my English teacher, saying that I need to make an appointment with her. I need to discuss my topic with her, and I had classes during her office hour. Then, she replied my email, and said I can talk with her during class time. She is sure that we will have time to talk about it. But wait... I have a serious problem, and then with her loud voice, she will let the whole class hear about it? I am really worry. Seriously. Because my topic is kinna confusing. Then, if I really need to change my topic, I will have an extra2 work to do. O M G :((
I have no idea anymore. I guess all I need to do is try to relax. My brain is so tired. Even last night I could not sleep until 4 in the morning. I feel like my brain keeps on worrying and worrying. Assignment, exams, and works. They come altogether. I am really tired. :(
-E. Agustina-