its a fuckin dead end!

[agre_to_disagre]

y isnt anything i do enough? its like ppl keep askin more of me then i can give. i have nothing left. im stuck and im lost i dont know where to go next or what to do to make things right again. and when i talk to people about it and its like im just talkin for the hell of it cause they dont hear a word they just keep believin what they already and

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[shield_youreyes]

hi, i dont know you but id love to get to know you. i hate to hear that your feeling so down, and i hope you feel better soon! if you ever need to talk to some1 you can talk to me.

-chris

[agre_to_disagre]

hey sweetheart. . . thank u so much for caring. . . it means alot lol u should im me sometime if u want. . (adreamrslullaby) ill talk to u later ♥

[undeniablyclear]

I know exactly how you feel.

One may be alone (you never know) but never doubt the strength you have within yourself. Cheesy, I know, but it's true.

About the guy situation, I'm right there with ya'.

I thought my first relationship would last but so much for that - 2½ months later and it ended. Then I met this adorable guy who seemed to have his head on straight, manners, etc. but he didn't initiate anything. And, it even went to not speaking for over a month. So I went out and met new people.

Things do come around when you're not looking.

[agre_to_disagre]

"never doubt the strength u have within yourself" thats a great quote! it makes u think! i know that i am one of the stongest ppl i know. . . emotionally. . . ive been through alot in the past and i know that i can handel anything that comes my way its just that i wish i had someone beside me to help me through. but i have to reolize that i wont always have someone. . . and i need to learn how to be independent!
ive had alot of guy problems scence my last real relationship ive met 3 guys that i have been really into scence then but everytime either they r so shy they wont even call me or there ex steps in the way or they just end up to be man a whore lol. . . but good things do come around when ur least expecting it so . . . im hopin that that will get me through

[undeniablyclear]

Hah, Thanks. I pulled that quote out of nowhere. :)

That's definitely good to be emotionally strong. And, it's always nice to have someone by your side. Some times when it feels as if no one is there, there's really someone beside you who may not express it.

Life is quite interesting I must say.

Shy guys are the cutest but it's a bummer when they don't take the initiative to pick that phone up - fear of rejection, er whatever it may be. And guys expect it to be easy for us, too?

A man whore, haha, I don't even bother with those. Sure they're pretty to look at but nothing else.

The ex's are the worst. There was this hottie I was attracted towards (we've been friends for 3+ years) and I finally found out he was attracted towards me as well then his ex girlfriend came into the picture. Talk about a disappointment. But, with the adorable guy I was into a while ago, he ended up moving in with his ex girlfriend (the mother of his child). Right then, I knew it would be a bad idea if I persued it. He's sleeping on the sofa at his ex's

[undeniablyclear]

I just realized you're on myspace. I'll add ya'.

Me - http://profile.myspace.com/users/882369

[elderadoomaga]

this is wierd...i did that quiz thing where it pics random 5 people...and i no clue who you are, but you were one of the LUCKY 5 RANDOMLY PICKED!! WHAHOO uh yeah thought it was kind of funny

[agre_to_disagre]

lol i dont know what the hell ur talkin about but it has to be good right . . . i mean it said i was one of ur 5 . . . (thats cause im awsome of corse!) ♥

[elderadoomaga]

lol oh sorry..theres this quiz to find so called "buddies" or something I did it and you were one of five that was automatically selected...and you actually live in the same town! So I had to holler at you lol

[agre_to_disagre]

well then. . . maybe u should im me sometime. . . (adreamrslullaby) im always bored and lookin for new kids to talk to. . . .

[bans892]

most guys suck, and for those who break ur heart....eventually you start to realize that your just too hot for them. lol

[agre_to_disagre]

of corse im too hot for them. . . but that doesnt change the fact that i have tried to talk to multiple ppl in the past 3 months and have been shot down every time either because they have a ex problem or im not sluty enough. . . oh well life fuckin goes on huh?

[bans892]

i guess. sigh