I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat. It still tries to beat.

[agonizedpoet]

Well, yesterday/last night was lazy, yet at the same time fun. The day consisted of screaming children until about 6, and trying to desperately get ahold of Donnie because Joslyn, Stevie and I were bored out of our fucking minds(and Danny was a bit lonely, to admit). When the kids finally left I texted with Brian(things are sorted) a few times then invited him to chill with us after work. I got no response. Finally got ahold of Donnie- he came over and the crew went to IHop. When everyone was almost finished eating, Brian called and wanted to hang out, so Jordan gave him directions to IHop. While we were waiting for the tab Donnie thought it'd be funny to scrape the remainder of my hash browns onto a spoon and try to "airplane" feed em' to me cause' some white trash lookin' guy and his friends were staring at us. I was just all "Oh, well, thank GOD somebody's watching me eat my hashbrowns." and then stared back until they started talking to eachother. So after that ordeal and paying, Donnie and Stevie decided they needed a cigarette, so we went outside to the truck(I got carried piggyback by Joslyn). Brian arrived while they were half-finished, so he came over and smoked a cigarette with them. When we all decided to go back to Joslyn/Stevie/Jordan's to watch a movie, Brian flat out told me we were going to cuddle during the movie, so I was just like "O_o Alriiiight.". Fred(who cut his pretty hair) ended up calling so I went with Brian to get him and everybody else went with Donnie to the house, then we all ended up going back to the house. To wrap the rest up, I got to be snuggled and complimented and hold a quiet conversation for most of the night while watching most of Office Space(it started skipping) and some of Trainspotting(one badass movie). He bit my lip ring and shoulder a couple time though. Mrow. But yeah, we're all supposed to hang out again today(I dunno if Fred is part of "we" though. He was being kind of rude, so I get the vibe he didn't have too much fun) and I'm expecting some form of communication with Brian, though I flat out told him I knew he wasn't gonna do it, haha. Another laidback lazy movie night sounds like fun though. I'd like to do it again.

"I don't wanna be another enemy, even though you make me bleed like a Kennedy."