I'm back!
It's been a while, but for once in my life I am chillin, like back in the australia days. Summer makes me happy, and even when I get angry, I get over it quicker bc summer means no worries. Well maybe not no worries, but a lot less than the stressful school year. This is my complaint log, and the complaints that I've had have been minor, a 2 on a scale of 1:10. I am dreading September, but lets not talk about that.
I think one of the reasons I have been so relaxed has been Sukhvir, he is the most wonderful boyfriend, so resilient that nothing I do or say can scare him away. He threw his back picking up a sock so he is in extreme pain right now, and I feel bad. It saddens me that he is in such pain, and for a split second I thought "this is why I dont get close to people because they get hurt and die" but then that thought went away because the good times are worth the inevitable sadness you feel when someone you are close to gets sick or dies. He feels guilty b/c we were supposed to go out for my birthday, but its okay, whatever. Sometimes things happen that you have no control over, and I do believe that everything happens for a reason, so hopefully this happened for a good reason. I hope that he gets better b/c back injuries are very pesky and take a while to go away. Its too bad his doc didnt speak english to him so he didnt know exactly what was wrong, lol! Birthdays become so much more disappointing when you are old! I wish I was a little kid and had a cool party with matching plates and a pinata and a sprinkler, or like my sweet 16 where we had the block party with the humongous water war...those were the days. Old people just say "happy birthday," maybe go out to dinner, and maybe give presents...then go out to a bar...Laura was asking what I was doing for my birthday and I said nothing, what is there to do? It does not feel special anymore, just another annoyance to everyone else to remind me that "everybody hates me" just because I am not like my siblings who write out a birthday list with every cd and dvd in creation...Mike from work who shared my bday moved to Rhode island (how ironic) Last year we went out to the city with him and that was fun. There is nothing to do out here, and none of my friends would want to go to the city, esp on a wed night. I wont even get to see Sukhvir b/c he is at his parents house and they hate american girls. There is so much to write about but I dont feel like it, and thats okay b/c its summer. So right now I am going to catch some Z's and hope that everything turns out okay.
I think one of the reasons I have been so relaxed has been Sukhvir, he is the most wonderful boyfriend, so resilient that nothing I do or say can scare him away. He threw his back picking up a sock so he is in extreme pain right now, and I feel bad. It saddens me that he is in such pain, and for a split second I thought "this is why I dont get close to people because they get hurt and die" but then that thought went away because the good times are worth the inevitable sadness you feel when someone you are close to gets sick or dies. He feels guilty b/c we were supposed to go out for my birthday, but its okay, whatever. Sometimes things happen that you have no control over, and I do believe that everything happens for a reason, so hopefully this happened for a good reason. I hope that he gets better b/c back injuries are very pesky and take a while to go away. Its too bad his doc didnt speak english to him so he didnt know exactly what was wrong, lol! Birthdays become so much more disappointing when you are old! I wish I was a little kid and had a cool party with matching plates and a pinata and a sprinkler, or like my sweet 16 where we had the block party with the humongous water war...those were the days. Old people just say "happy birthday," maybe go out to dinner, and maybe give presents...then go out to a bar...Laura was asking what I was doing for my birthday and I said nothing, what is there to do? It does not feel special anymore, just another annoyance to everyone else to remind me that "everybody hates me" just because I am not like my siblings who write out a birthday list with every cd and dvd in creation...Mike from work who shared my bday moved to Rhode island (how ironic) Last year we went out to the city with him and that was fun. There is nothing to do out here, and none of my friends would want to go to the city, esp on a wed night. I wont even get to see Sukhvir b/c he is at his parents house and they hate american girls. There is so much to write about but I dont feel like it, and thats okay b/c its summer. So right now I am going to catch some Z's and hope that everything turns out okay.