I'd go gay for you - Chapter 1

[agiponpon]

Title: I'd go gay for you - Chapter 1: I'd lay my eyes on you
Author: agiponpon
Pairing: Ryo/Tegoshi, Koyama/Tegoshi
Genre: romance, hurt/comfort, erotica (in later chapters)
Rating: G (in this chapter)
Chapter: 1/8
Disclaimer: I only own the story...
Summary: Tegoshi came out of the closet and might feel something from someone. But who?

Comments

[ayang902]

yays! xD
i hope to write more, somehow.. but i do feel like writing does help let go of stress :)
hehe i understand how you feel, a lot of my multichaps have prologues too! XD of course, patience is a virtue ^^ you're working hard on it, so no matter the wait im sure it'll be something to look forward to!
that's true.. when that happens during concerts, it feels like tego's just being spoiled LOL xD ah, thats fun~ part of the fun is fangirling with friends, no? xDD one of my friends is a big kanjani8 ryokura shipper.. so im thinking of somehow putting that together with ryotego, but im not so sure on a good plotline for that.. ^^;;
yeahh, ive run into problems with characterization before too.. like wondering if they are actually like the way they're written.. but i think its very believable :) ryo's pretty mysterious is real life, i think ^^
*nods* when i write about tego, his pride is like the first trait that i think of. hehe yes, i agree, misunderstandings are the basis for drama, especially in romance xD
you're welcome! of course not :P i hope mine isnt too long either xD

[agiponpon]

True! Hopefully my readers have lots of patience because I'm pretty slow and there's no way I'd be able to write with a deadline or so! And hopefully my fics are worth waiting too...
I love how Tegoshi seems like a spoiled brat! Even Koyama describes him beings sadistic but everything is forgiven because he's so cute and lovable in his own way. It's hard to believe Shige's only few months older than him...
Fangirling with friends is the best, isn't it? You must know how I feel if you have a friend who ships Ryo to someone else than Tegoshi too! To me it's Koyatego vs. Ryotego and oh those endless converstations about which one's true... xD Fangirling is silly but to me it's the best way to relieve stress (maybe after writing). Sometimes I think how awkward it might feel for the idols to read all this weird fanfiction or just think about crazy fangirls giving kisses to their posters or so... But after all it's their job. And that's what they dream, right? They chose that path by themselves and no one's forcing them to do it so maybe they enjoy being adored as much as we enjoy adoring them... :D It's important to know the difference between their idol personalities and real life personalities and to realize it's the idol personality you fangirl for. After all it's impossible to know what they really are like, right? Their idol personality is almost like fictional, and sometimes realizing it makes me sad, but then again... That's what I fangirl so it's good as it is.
I'm getting off the topic again... Sorry. xD

[ayang902]

hahaha its okay, i feel really slow in writing too xD
*nods* tegoshi is just too adorable not to forgive~ but i agree, he does not seem to be like the same age as shige. o.o
lol! yesh, fangirling with friends is the best ^^ i feel like such a big influence every time i convert someone into being a JE fan LOL one of my friends is even a guy. hahaha success! xD *nods* fangirling helps you have fun and forget troubles :) haha i wonder if they do think about that.. but yeah, i think they would understand its part of their job, so itd probably wouldnt be a big deal? xD i think i get what you mean, but the image that they have was created by themselves, so i guess even if its not real, its how they want to be seen?

[agiponpon]

Ah yes, turning your friends JE fangirls is the best. xD Though you beat me on this one if you were able to turn a a guy one too. :D I was turned too and turning me was probably hard work because I've never been a huge fan of anything... (I'm the type to live in my own imaginary world and I think I'm a fan of my own characters mostly, and then NEWS etc too!)
That's a good point! They can affect hoe they are seen, so they really can't blame fans for falling for that, right? :D Thought Johnny probably has a word to say too it can't be all his big plan to win our hearts and money, right? After all there is a real person behind every idol.

[ayang902]

LOL ikr! he thought it was a little weird at first, but he likes JE for being ridiculous and yet meaningful :3 haha i was turned unexpectedly too, i had just gotten into kpop, but ive since found that jpop is just much more fun ^^
hehe i think they would want us to fall for them :3 *nods* it probably would get hard to keep holding an image if your real self isnt at least somewhat like who you're seen to be :)

[agiponpon]

True words once again! As a fan I think my responsibility is to support them as much as I can but it goes the other way around too. I thinks idols should also serve their fans (fanservice, lol :D)and to me JE is a good examble of that. Boys wanting to be idols and fans wanting something to adore... And Johnny to make this all possible. I think it works. :D

[ayang902]

hahaha and proof that it works would be JE itself :)