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Title: Peace at Last
Author: Me<3
Rating: PG *Suicide
pairing: im keeping this a secret and letting you choose in your mind who he is with
warning: suicide
Disclaimer: role play inspired
summary: to let go of all emotions and to never keep it, that would satisfy every part of my being.
If i could let go that would be nice, to let go of all emotions and to never keep it, that would satisfy every part of my being. To think of you and the fact that we at some point were in love and happy, Makes the pit of my stomach churn with sadness. To think of you with someone else puts tears in my eyes, i cant stand to see an ex-lover happy with someone else.. just the thought now makes me wanna hurl up what is ever in my stomach.
*Good bye cruel world and its memories that i hope to never remember after this day*
I've never felt peace after a break up, i've always been reminded of the hurt and tears of something, so i think it will be good to finally feel nothing, I hate to be told people care because deep down i know nobody cares about anyone but themselves. I can already feel the burning sensation in my chest as i think more onto this, i think its time to say goodbye.
*Toshiya looked down onto the world as he stepped onto the ledge and smiled softly, the smile being the truest form of happiness he had ever felt. 'finally i'll be free' he thought to himself.
He then jumped. The air feeling cold to his warm skin, his hair ruffling from the wind. Soon the concrete was stained violate red.
The last thoughts Toshiya had was how beautiful it must be to see his blood cover something to ugly and how comforting it was to finally feel nothing. he soon fell within the darkness*
~Owarii~
Author Notes: as sad as this story was to make, it kinda with held a peace to me. When i wrote this my role play character had gotten told bad news about an ex-lover. i don't let role play effect my life but it did inspire some writing. hope you enjoyed it~
Author: Me<3
Rating: PG *Suicide
pairing: im keeping this a secret and letting you choose in your mind who he is with
warning: suicide
Disclaimer: role play inspired
summary: to let go of all emotions and to never keep it, that would satisfy every part of my being.
If i could let go that would be nice, to let go of all emotions and to never keep it, that would satisfy every part of my being. To think of you and the fact that we at some point were in love and happy, Makes the pit of my stomach churn with sadness. To think of you with someone else puts tears in my eyes, i cant stand to see an ex-lover happy with someone else.. just the thought now makes me wanna hurl up what is ever in my stomach.
*Good bye cruel world and its memories that i hope to never remember after this day*
I've never felt peace after a break up, i've always been reminded of the hurt and tears of something, so i think it will be good to finally feel nothing, I hate to be told people care because deep down i know nobody cares about anyone but themselves. I can already feel the burning sensation in my chest as i think more onto this, i think its time to say goodbye.
*Toshiya looked down onto the world as he stepped onto the ledge and smiled softly, the smile being the truest form of happiness he had ever felt. 'finally i'll be free' he thought to himself.
He then jumped. The air feeling cold to his warm skin, his hair ruffling from the wind. Soon the concrete was stained violate red.
The last thoughts Toshiya had was how beautiful it must be to see his blood cover something to ugly and how comforting it was to finally feel nothing. he soon fell within the darkness*
~Owarii~
Author Notes: as sad as this story was to make, it kinda with held a peace to me. When i wrote this my role play character had gotten told bad news about an ex-lover. i don't let role play effect my life but it did inspire some writing. hope you enjoyed it~