Duh.....
I cant think of anything to write, though I really feel like I want too. Maybe cuz theirs soo much in my head right now. and dont really know how to put down.
How do u feel now?--- i dunno ehhh, i could be better. kinda tried, kinda like crying for some reason. though im not really sad, or am I ? but then thinking about it makes it funny. hhmm conradiction.
what I do today?--oh my day was very productive I think, I picked up my sister from the airport, went to hayward saw the folks. did some errans with them. had a good job interview, went to a meeting, watched star trek, ran, wrote some emails, ate. ya it was pretty good.
what do you have to look forward too?--- the starting of next semester, I like school (right now) im taking the thesis class, im excited but scared at the same time. Im looking foward to for pistahan festival, and my cousins bbq in the park. Im looking foward to possible going back to Phils and possibly Japan.
Whats haunting you?--- Negative reinforcements, "Im fat", "I'm gonna die alone", at least these are two major ones.
How do you feel now?-- Agitated and angry, i wish to get passed these basic need of campanionship. dam there could be other things i could be concintrating on right now. and now im kinda hungry. lol
anythinge else?--ehhh job hunting sucks, wtf why is soo hard to find a shit job that pays reasonable in this area? makin me more agitated..lol
so now what?--I will remain optimistic.
I like being my own pychologist, Im savin loads of money...LOL
How do u feel now?--- i dunno ehhh, i could be better. kinda tried, kinda like crying for some reason. though im not really sad, or am I ? but then thinking about it makes it funny. hhmm conradiction.
what I do today?--oh my day was very productive I think, I picked up my sister from the airport, went to hayward saw the folks. did some errans with them. had a good job interview, went to a meeting, watched star trek, ran, wrote some emails, ate. ya it was pretty good.
what do you have to look forward too?--- the starting of next semester, I like school (right now) im taking the thesis class, im excited but scared at the same time. Im looking foward to for pistahan festival, and my cousins bbq in the park. Im looking foward to possible going back to Phils and possibly Japan.
Whats haunting you?--- Negative reinforcements, "Im fat", "I'm gonna die alone", at least these are two major ones.
How do you feel now?-- Agitated and angry, i wish to get passed these basic need of campanionship. dam there could be other things i could be concintrating on right now. and now im kinda hungry. lol
anythinge else?--ehhh job hunting sucks, wtf why is soo hard to find a shit job that pays reasonable in this area? makin me more agitated..lol
so now what?--I will remain optimistic.
I like being my own pychologist, Im savin loads of money...LOL