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For the past couple of weeks me and my friend Joe have been planning to go out to Ybor City. So I figured why the hell not, the parties down in Ybor are usually pretty fucking crazy and it might be fun.
***Thursday***
Well the day before I went ahead and bought some new shoes because my current ones had holes in them. Next I decided that I needed to buy some new shirts because Fillmon's apartment kind of swallowed up most of my shirts and they were all faded anyways. I figured that I should buy some new cloths rahter then blow all my money on video games. Well earlier on Thursday me and Mikey drove up to USF to pay some fines and he had to go to the mall as well so we headed out. When we got back to Brandon we picked up Marlene then headed to the Mall, Fillmon eventually called me and asked what I was doing. I told him that me, Mike and Marlene were going to the mall and he was more then welcome to come along. So he agreed to it and headed on over to the mall. I had just got down paying for my shoes when he walked up with Crystal. Sean was still at work I was guessing. Well after we sat there and talked for awhile I told them I needed to buy some new shirts. Marlene and Crystal took the opportunity to volunteer their services to help me pick some shirts out. So we went to a place that might have some cloths that where my style. Well I suggested Pac Sun because they have shirts that I really like. Well when we get there Crystal and Marlene pick out like 12 shirts right off the bat. They kept telling me they had to figure out what my color was and such. So after trying on a few even I had to admit that some of them looked pretty damn good on me. Well I put the Black one on. The girls said that the jeans were to light so they went to go get darker ones to try on. Well I forgot to mention that when I walked in I had my blue Good Dog, Bad Dog and Ugly Dog shirts on while wearing a camo hat. So needless to say I looked scrubby, Well the girl that was helping me carry the cloths and such came to see if I needed anything and she walked in and her mouth dropped (no Lie) and you can tell it was by accident. She was like wow you look really good with that stuff on. Siezing an opportunity to boost my ego a little I said "You think so" she replied with oh yeah. I was like hell yeah. Then I looked at myself in the mirror and thought "You know I really don't look bad, I seriously don't give myself any credit" Well I as the girls came back they brought Jill (Fillmons Girlfriend) Jill looked at me astonished and said "Wow who would of thought Nick had an ass" Without anyone seeing me turn red and I walked back into the dressing room while the four girls laughed. I ended up buying 3 new shirts and a pair of jeans, Crystal and Marlene liked a pair of jeans so much they bought me a pair. So I was like hell yeah. Well I figured why not try these cloths out. So me, Joe, Mike and Marlene decided to head up to the theatre to see The Longest Yard. After the movie we went seperate ways for the night.
***Friday***
I had to wake up at 8:30 in the morning the next day to get ready for work. Thats really fucking early for me. One of the reasons why I didn't so well in school was because for the bogus early hours that I couldn't handle. I ended up dragging ass at work all day which was ok because I was working booth. I had very little contact with csomters when I'm working up there so it was all good. After I got out of work at 6 I called Joe up to tell him that I was still down for later that night I just needed to take a little nap before we hit the Ybor Strip. I went home and slept for about 2 hrs and called Joe back at like 8:30 or something like that. I was going to pick him up and we were going to head down there. 9:30 ends up coming around and i'm already suited up to go down to the Ybor strip. I started heading over there and I get a call on my Cell from Mikey. I had invited him the night earlier they weren't sure if they could make it but it turend out they could make it. I thought badass the more the merrier. We said we would meet at the parking garage. Joe and myself get there first, then we get a call from Mike, he locked the damn keys in Marlenes car and left the car running. Only Mike could accomplish locking the keys in the car while the keys are still in the ignition while its running. So we sat around and waited for Marlenes parents to come down to Ybor with the extra key. After that we decided to hit the strip. We got into the first club for free. We decided that it was free because it really sucked ass so we left. I wanted to head over to the Ampa Theatre. We were in there for awhile and believe it or not I was having fun just sitting at the bar getting drinks. I could have done that all night and never hit the dance floor once. Well Marlene didn't like the Ampa Theatres music so we decided to head down the strip to see if there was anything else. Well she liked the music coming from one of the clubs called "Fuel" Well I didn't particulary care for it but if they had a bar that I could chill at.
***Fuel***
Ok I'm not racist, anybody who knows me knows that. I believe that everybody is equal but I don't think we are all the same. Me sitting Fuel was dead proof of that. Keep in mind I was wearing a black and white polo shirt and Jeans. I walked in there and I was the only one that didn't have a baseball cap turned sidways. This was really a club meant for African Americans Latinos and wannabes. They said they had drink all night for free, Well first of all I kept getting pushed off the bar by everybody. They hated my ass and were staring, Now you might be thinking "Nick you're just being paranoid" Hell no I'm not if I could take a picture and not get my ass kicked to show all of you I would. Well finally the bartender felt bad for me and made me a cranberry vodka. I took a sip and nearly spit it out. It was malt Vodka. It completely blew my mind, The shit was so fucking strong I couldn't even drink it. So finally after like 15 minutes I wanted to get the fuck out of there.
We left and finally went back to the first club. The first thing I did again was hit the bar. Everyone kind of spread out and did their thing. as I was sitting there drinking my light alcohol I finally started realizing something about myself. I really don't care if I'm with anyone before. I think I was just lying to myself before when I was saying that I was lonely. I was only lonely when I would be hanging outwith 3 couples but other then that I could give a shit. So it really wasn't the fact that I was lonely its that I felt like the odd man out because I didn't have a girlfriend with me. The only time I really go for girls is when I feel like I click with them, I don't go for someone because i'm lonely or desperate. If I went based on those 2 things I would have a girlfriend and I would be very miserable. Then I thought about it a little more and came to the conclusion that It doesn't matter if I'm with someone right now or not, The way I see it I'm not bad looking of course I could use a few improvments here and their but who doesn't? I'm smart and have a killer sense of humor, I have wit and charm, I do have goals in life, everybody I know likes me and has respect for me and thats alot already if you ask me. If I find someone that I click with then of course its anybodys game and the Male impulse in me isn't going to deny a one night fling ^^ so I think I should keep at waht i'm doing rather then worried about a female completing me. Maybe someday that will come to me
***Thursday***
Well the day before I went ahead and bought some new shoes because my current ones had holes in them. Next I decided that I needed to buy some new shirts because Fillmon's apartment kind of swallowed up most of my shirts and they were all faded anyways. I figured that I should buy some new cloths rahter then blow all my money on video games. Well earlier on Thursday me and Mikey drove up to USF to pay some fines and he had to go to the mall as well so we headed out. When we got back to Brandon we picked up Marlene then headed to the Mall, Fillmon eventually called me and asked what I was doing. I told him that me, Mike and Marlene were going to the mall and he was more then welcome to come along. So he agreed to it and headed on over to the mall. I had just got down paying for my shoes when he walked up with Crystal. Sean was still at work I was guessing. Well after we sat there and talked for awhile I told them I needed to buy some new shirts. Marlene and Crystal took the opportunity to volunteer their services to help me pick some shirts out. So we went to a place that might have some cloths that where my style. Well I suggested Pac Sun because they have shirts that I really like. Well when we get there Crystal and Marlene pick out like 12 shirts right off the bat. They kept telling me they had to figure out what my color was and such. So after trying on a few even I had to admit that some of them looked pretty damn good on me. Well I put the Black one on. The girls said that the jeans were to light so they went to go get darker ones to try on. Well I forgot to mention that when I walked in I had my blue Good Dog, Bad Dog and Ugly Dog shirts on while wearing a camo hat. So needless to say I looked scrubby, Well the girl that was helping me carry the cloths and such came to see if I needed anything and she walked in and her mouth dropped (no Lie) and you can tell it was by accident. She was like wow you look really good with that stuff on. Siezing an opportunity to boost my ego a little I said "You think so" she replied with oh yeah. I was like hell yeah. Then I looked at myself in the mirror and thought "You know I really don't look bad, I seriously don't give myself any credit" Well I as the girls came back they brought Jill (Fillmons Girlfriend) Jill looked at me astonished and said "Wow who would of thought Nick had an ass" Without anyone seeing me turn red and I walked back into the dressing room while the four girls laughed. I ended up buying 3 new shirts and a pair of jeans, Crystal and Marlene liked a pair of jeans so much they bought me a pair. So I was like hell yeah. Well I figured why not try these cloths out. So me, Joe, Mike and Marlene decided to head up to the theatre to see The Longest Yard. After the movie we went seperate ways for the night.
***Friday***
I had to wake up at 8:30 in the morning the next day to get ready for work. Thats really fucking early for me. One of the reasons why I didn't so well in school was because for the bogus early hours that I couldn't handle. I ended up dragging ass at work all day which was ok because I was working booth. I had very little contact with csomters when I'm working up there so it was all good. After I got out of work at 6 I called Joe up to tell him that I was still down for later that night I just needed to take a little nap before we hit the Ybor Strip. I went home and slept for about 2 hrs and called Joe back at like 8:30 or something like that. I was going to pick him up and we were going to head down there. 9:30 ends up coming around and i'm already suited up to go down to the Ybor strip. I started heading over there and I get a call on my Cell from Mikey. I had invited him the night earlier they weren't sure if they could make it but it turend out they could make it. I thought badass the more the merrier. We said we would meet at the parking garage. Joe and myself get there first, then we get a call from Mike, he locked the damn keys in Marlenes car and left the car running. Only Mike could accomplish locking the keys in the car while the keys are still in the ignition while its running. So we sat around and waited for Marlenes parents to come down to Ybor with the extra key. After that we decided to hit the strip. We got into the first club for free. We decided that it was free because it really sucked ass so we left. I wanted to head over to the Ampa Theatre. We were in there for awhile and believe it or not I was having fun just sitting at the bar getting drinks. I could have done that all night and never hit the dance floor once. Well Marlene didn't like the Ampa Theatres music so we decided to head down the strip to see if there was anything else. Well she liked the music coming from one of the clubs called "Fuel" Well I didn't particulary care for it but if they had a bar that I could chill at.
***Fuel***
Ok I'm not racist, anybody who knows me knows that. I believe that everybody is equal but I don't think we are all the same. Me sitting Fuel was dead proof of that. Keep in mind I was wearing a black and white polo shirt and Jeans. I walked in there and I was the only one that didn't have a baseball cap turned sidways. This was really a club meant for African Americans Latinos and wannabes. They said they had drink all night for free, Well first of all I kept getting pushed off the bar by everybody. They hated my ass and were staring, Now you might be thinking "Nick you're just being paranoid" Hell no I'm not if I could take a picture and not get my ass kicked to show all of you I would. Well finally the bartender felt bad for me and made me a cranberry vodka. I took a sip and nearly spit it out. It was malt Vodka. It completely blew my mind, The shit was so fucking strong I couldn't even drink it. So finally after like 15 minutes I wanted to get the fuck out of there.
We left and finally went back to the first club. The first thing I did again was hit the bar. Everyone kind of spread out and did their thing. as I was sitting there drinking my light alcohol I finally started realizing something about myself. I really don't care if I'm with anyone before. I think I was just lying to myself before when I was saying that I was lonely. I was only lonely when I would be hanging outwith 3 couples but other then that I could give a shit. So it really wasn't the fact that I was lonely its that I felt like the odd man out because I didn't have a girlfriend with me. The only time I really go for girls is when I feel like I click with them, I don't go for someone because i'm lonely or desperate. If I went based on those 2 things I would have a girlfriend and I would be very miserable. Then I thought about it a little more and came to the conclusion that It doesn't matter if I'm with someone right now or not, The way I see it I'm not bad looking of course I could use a few improvments here and their but who doesn't? I'm smart and have a killer sense of humor, I have wit and charm, I do have goals in life, everybody I know likes me and has respect for me and thats alot already if you ask me. If I find someone that I click with then of course its anybodys game and the Male impulse in me isn't going to deny a one night fling ^^ so I think I should keep at waht i'm doing rather then worried about a female completing me. Maybe someday that will come to me