Tech and moi AKA oh yeah scott Weiland and death
as you may know, i always wait until i am in dire need, until i pay for new tech.
i didnt have a working cell phone until 2008
(well, no thats a lie, i had one in '99, but called EVERYONE I KNEW and my parents got mad and took it away, and i refused to get another until i was like...22)
but its just so much dough to pull out for such a thing! i wouldnt say im a meister, but i always hesitate to get new things that would be sold in best buy.
clothing, i jump at.
but this year i bought both a cool new phone and a pc.
i think i should get a laptop as well, but im not dying for one, but i'll see.
because currently U.S tech is so much cheaper than in europe right now for some reason.
it also helps that i am a full fledged adult that can save my own damned cash and do things on my own finally finally! it only took a decade!
I'll finish school next year and start my business in Berlin. i want to have a nice little shop where you can find rare, fun things. it sounds random, and it is! but thats what i have always wanted. STUFF for all ages!
Im also thinking of perhaps, maybe maybe going into business with my dad. hes really savvy. and the man owns two of the most ridiculous lucrative business you can think of. one , was , well passed down. the Dasch's have been morticians and funeral home owners for literally centuries, but now my dad owns a classic car business.
hows that for an 80's crust punk who used to beg for change?
i am honestly very very proud of him.
and my mom too. she's healthier than ever. but we've both hit a slump because my favorite aunt, and her fave sister, Frieda died this month. out of nowhere. she was the sporty one, the 60 year old with a six pack, great teeth, great energy.we looked alike. she was loud, and funny, and just..everything i wanted to be...
and she had a stroke while she was taking the laundry to her machine.
its so strange. i have another aunt who's a failure alcoholic who's kids hate her, all she does is commit fraud, and is a literal plague on this family as well as the earth, and NOpe, shes fine. lives to get black out drunk another day.
but my cool Aunty mame, type aunt, who taught me to do my own thing, and just travel, and love my friends, and not hold any sexual partner over myself, who taught me everything, and literally told me it was OK to be who iam , since i was born, this woman who took CARE and raised my cousins, but 9 other foster children, adopted 4 others, and worked her ass off, bought a mini mansion in florida, and just adopted a 3 month old....dies.
just out of nowhere.
god this post became sad fast. ( i didnt mean for it to, im sorry)
and then...to top it all off, my Buffy is crashing. its so strange, in July people were stopping me on the street to pet my "puppy" and were shocked to find she was 12. she just seemed the same way she was when i got her, hyper, all over the place, cute, fun. and suddenly. suddenly again, she lost the use of her back legs. and her fur where it was gold is white, and her eyesight went bad. all in one month.
so...even though im in a stable place, im also in an flux place. in a place that feels like a cliff being chipped away at my feet.
so, i got myself the dvd of wonderfalls to help me on my flight home. i always lose it on planes....
i didnt have a working cell phone until 2008
(well, no thats a lie, i had one in '99, but called EVERYONE I KNEW and my parents got mad and took it away, and i refused to get another until i was like...22)
but its just so much dough to pull out for such a thing! i wouldnt say im a meister, but i always hesitate to get new things that would be sold in best buy.
clothing, i jump at.
but this year i bought both a cool new phone and a pc.
i think i should get a laptop as well, but im not dying for one, but i'll see.
because currently U.S tech is so much cheaper than in europe right now for some reason.
it also helps that i am a full fledged adult that can save my own damned cash and do things on my own finally finally! it only took a decade!
I'll finish school next year and start my business in Berlin. i want to have a nice little shop where you can find rare, fun things. it sounds random, and it is! but thats what i have always wanted. STUFF for all ages!
Im also thinking of perhaps, maybe maybe going into business with my dad. hes really savvy. and the man owns two of the most ridiculous lucrative business you can think of. one , was , well passed down. the Dasch's have been morticians and funeral home owners for literally centuries, but now my dad owns a classic car business.
hows that for an 80's crust punk who used to beg for change?
i am honestly very very proud of him.
and my mom too. she's healthier than ever. but we've both hit a slump because my favorite aunt, and her fave sister, Frieda died this month. out of nowhere. she was the sporty one, the 60 year old with a six pack, great teeth, great energy.we looked alike. she was loud, and funny, and just..everything i wanted to be...
and she had a stroke while she was taking the laundry to her machine.
its so strange. i have another aunt who's a failure alcoholic who's kids hate her, all she does is commit fraud, and is a literal plague on this family as well as the earth, and NOpe, shes fine. lives to get black out drunk another day.
but my cool Aunty mame, type aunt, who taught me to do my own thing, and just travel, and love my friends, and not hold any sexual partner over myself, who taught me everything, and literally told me it was OK to be who iam , since i was born, this woman who took CARE and raised my cousins, but 9 other foster children, adopted 4 others, and worked her ass off, bought a mini mansion in florida, and just adopted a 3 month old....dies.
just out of nowhere.
god this post became sad fast. ( i didnt mean for it to, im sorry)
and then...to top it all off, my Buffy is crashing. its so strange, in July people were stopping me on the street to pet my "puppy" and were shocked to find she was 12. she just seemed the same way she was when i got her, hyper, all over the place, cute, fun. and suddenly. suddenly again, she lost the use of her back legs. and her fur where it was gold is white, and her eyesight went bad. all in one month.
so...even though im in a stable place, im also in an flux place. in a place that feels like a cliff being chipped away at my feet.
so, i got myself the dvd of wonderfalls to help me on my flight home. i always lose it on planes....