May 25, 2005 21:57
in addition to applying mad and obscene amounts of deodorant..
i talked to my grandma today. it felt really weird. she can't talk very well but she seems to understand me ok.
i'm really depressed on that subject. feeling very low.
on a different note:
i spent about 5 hours cleaning today with a few exceptions of some time spent on the phone with james, meagan, and my grandma.
my house is still messy.
i listened to my MCR CD for the first time ever and i did it a LOT. w0w. but i love helena. that's a kick ass song!!
i also listened to my bowling for soup cd. four times. w0w. <--loser
anyways today was ok. i have an A in spanish, and for drama we just kinda hung out. which was ok for the most part. i'm starting to get really depressed and miss all my friends.
WE.
ARE.
HANGING.
OUT.
DURING.
SUMMER.
ok?? oki.
sam. kim. mel. peter. james. kailey.
i'mma miss you!!!
i'm an idiot by the way. said something dumb to someone today.
why can't i just lie and not tell the truth?!
idiot.
idiot.
idiot.
american idiot.
eMO