continually dependent.
I hate being dependent.
I hate feeling absolutely powerless even though I'm nineteen years old.
I hate the way I feel I have to lie to certain people to retain my sanity.
I hate that no matter how hard I try sometimes, it seems as though nothing is ever good enough. No matter how great or even just decent the things I do are, it doesn't matter.
I hate the way things that seem small to me get completely blown out of proportion.
I hate the way people make comments about things they really shouldn't have a say about.
Most of all though, I hate the way my life repeats itself, specifically my supposed shortcomings. I feel as though something has to change or I won't survive sometimes.
I hate feeling absolutely powerless even though I'm nineteen years old.
I hate the way I feel I have to lie to certain people to retain my sanity.
I hate that no matter how hard I try sometimes, it seems as though nothing is ever good enough. No matter how great or even just decent the things I do are, it doesn't matter.
I hate the way things that seem small to me get completely blown out of proportion.
I hate the way people make comments about things they really shouldn't have a say about.
Most of all though, I hate the way my life repeats itself, specifically my supposed shortcomings. I feel as though something has to change or I won't survive sometimes.