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He is seriously perfect. I can't help thinking about him. I know I shouldn't but he's still on my mind all the time. I just I mean I lost him because I'm a fucking stupid bitch who didn't know what she had until i lost it....I mean I did. i Had someone perfect who doesn't go off and fuck other girls and is faithfull and true. I just don't know why I didn't see it that night.
Now I sit here at my desk staring at the phone or computer hoping He will call or IM me. Hoping that I didn't lose it all. Hoping that He will take me back. Hoping that everything will be okay.
I know he doesn't want to talk to me. I don't blame him. He hates me right now, I know. It's alright I really don't deserve him yet I want him...
But what I want more than him is for him to be happy. Even if it means I don't get to be with him because he would be happier without me...
This whole update is about him but like I said he's still on my mind all the time. I close my eyes and he is there. He's my world and I've lost him...
Well I better go now....
Now I sit here at my desk staring at the phone or computer hoping He will call or IM me. Hoping that I didn't lose it all. Hoping that He will take me back. Hoping that everything will be okay.
I know he doesn't want to talk to me. I don't blame him. He hates me right now, I know. It's alright I really don't deserve him yet I want him...
But what I want more than him is for him to be happy. Even if it means I don't get to be with him because he would be happier without me...
This whole update is about him but like I said he's still on my mind all the time. I close my eyes and he is there. He's my world and I've lost him...
Well I better go now....