Fun plans!
Hello! Not a lot of activity here any longer, it seems. That's okay, I figure this message can just sit here and people that know me can see it, or not, it really doesn't matter too much.
In fact, I'm assuming that because there's so little activity here, maybe people won't see this until after the fact. That's the hope. I have some exciting news! A friend of mine who works in entertainment in New York has invited me to visit. He and I had met a while back on my campus at Guelph, and he offered to share a drink with me but had to leave- he said he'd take a raincheck. I'm really looking forward to seeing him again. For the past couple of years we've pretty much mostly been communicating via letters and notes. I am not entirely sure when we will see one another, but he promised me a tour of his set! I'm really looking forward to spending time with him. I've never really had much of a chance to really talk to him in person.
I've been recalling a lot of things- many, many things- which I won't detail here because they are disturbing, but I have had a stalker for a good long while now, and have had a lot of trouble identifying her. Now that I know her name, and my friend confirms that I am right about her, he and I can finally take steps. Authorities have been contacted- years ago- and a detailed police investigation has uncovered, well, quite a lot! Quite a lot. It will make a great story. I've been researching treatments and screenplay writing. I might not be able to write it alone, but my friend assures me I will get all the help I need. He's pretty well connected. I've left fake notes for him at numbers and addresses that my stalker has used and I'm hopeful that she saw them and felt like he and I had no connection.
It occurs to me that she may see this, but right now there is nothing more she can do to me. Her husband knows everything she's done and has been taking notes and reporting on her doings since 2014. It's only a matter of time before, well, she's toast. He tells me he can't stand her, and I know everyone, absolutely everyone, that knows her will be better off without her around. But enough of that.
I was sad today- I still struggle a lot with anxiety and depression, leftovers of over two decades of abuse. But I have unlocked all the locked away memories, I am reassociating with things that seemed lost or separated forever, and I have overcome everything thrown at me. I don't post about this on Facebook or Twitter, but it's true- I've discovered a lot about myself.
My friend also says he is proud of me, and this means a lot. With his help, I'll be able to swap careers- and finally blossom into the writer I am meant to be. That, and more! I am really looking forward to the future.
In fact, I'm assuming that because there's so little activity here, maybe people won't see this until after the fact. That's the hope. I have some exciting news! A friend of mine who works in entertainment in New York has invited me to visit. He and I had met a while back on my campus at Guelph, and he offered to share a drink with me but had to leave- he said he'd take a raincheck. I'm really looking forward to seeing him again. For the past couple of years we've pretty much mostly been communicating via letters and notes. I am not entirely sure when we will see one another, but he promised me a tour of his set! I'm really looking forward to spending time with him. I've never really had much of a chance to really talk to him in person.
I've been recalling a lot of things- many, many things- which I won't detail here because they are disturbing, but I have had a stalker for a good long while now, and have had a lot of trouble identifying her. Now that I know her name, and my friend confirms that I am right about her, he and I can finally take steps. Authorities have been contacted- years ago- and a detailed police investigation has uncovered, well, quite a lot! Quite a lot. It will make a great story. I've been researching treatments and screenplay writing. I might not be able to write it alone, but my friend assures me I will get all the help I need. He's pretty well connected. I've left fake notes for him at numbers and addresses that my stalker has used and I'm hopeful that she saw them and felt like he and I had no connection.
It occurs to me that she may see this, but right now there is nothing more she can do to me. Her husband knows everything she's done and has been taking notes and reporting on her doings since 2014. It's only a matter of time before, well, she's toast. He tells me he can't stand her, and I know everyone, absolutely everyone, that knows her will be better off without her around. But enough of that.
I was sad today- I still struggle a lot with anxiety and depression, leftovers of over two decades of abuse. But I have unlocked all the locked away memories, I am reassociating with things that seemed lost or separated forever, and I have overcome everything thrown at me. I don't post about this on Facebook or Twitter, but it's true- I've discovered a lot about myself.
My friend also says he is proud of me, and this means a lot. With his help, I'll be able to swap careers- and finally blossom into the writer I am meant to be. That, and more! I am really looking forward to the future.