Stickin' it to myself
I feel way better today than I did last night. Kind of moody lately. I've just been waiting and waiting for things to work out and I'm tired of the waiting. Oh well. Maybe someday.
I've been sticking to my work outs and calories for the past 30 days. It's going good. I know it's going to take a while to lose everything but it's worth the wait.
I'm making money by selling videos of my dog saying "I wuv you." I made $20 this week. Hopefully sales increase so I can continue with my education. ha wouldn't that be nice?
I'm slowly getting my homework done. It's hard for me to sit down and not get distracted by all of the glorious things on the internet. I had way too much coffee today and now I'm shaking and have horrible ADD. It's not really fun.
I got Greg to agree to chip in on some victorias secret sweats. I need a whole set of new ones. It will be nice to work out in new cute sweats.
I have an appointment with my academic adviser next week. I am applying for my AA and I hope there are no problems. I am also getting into the automatic transfer program for UCSC. I really hope I can make it work. Money is an issue but hopefully I can get a scholarship. I have a pretty high GPA but it's not high enough to apply to Berkeley. At the moment it is a 3.46 and I read that Berkeley likes you to have a 3.5 when you apply. If only I hadn't gotten a B in my summer class. Oh well, santa cruz is a better school for me anyway and I can go to Berkeley from there for my PhD. I'm hoping to have a 3.8 when I graduate so I need to stay on top of my classes. I'm taking 6 this semester and 5 next and then I am done, done, done! I am terrified to move away by myself. I already have enough problems socializing and being completely alone probably won't help with that.
I think I'm going to go stay at Greg's all next week. I am really not liking my living situation. it's just too stressful and I need to get the fuck out of here. No one gives a damn that I am trying to improve my life. It just sucks. oh well.
I've been sticking to my work outs and calories for the past 30 days. It's going good. I know it's going to take a while to lose everything but it's worth the wait.
I'm making money by selling videos of my dog saying "I wuv you." I made $20 this week. Hopefully sales increase so I can continue with my education. ha wouldn't that be nice?
I'm slowly getting my homework done. It's hard for me to sit down and not get distracted by all of the glorious things on the internet. I had way too much coffee today and now I'm shaking and have horrible ADD. It's not really fun.
I got Greg to agree to chip in on some victorias secret sweats. I need a whole set of new ones. It will be nice to work out in new cute sweats.
I have an appointment with my academic adviser next week. I am applying for my AA and I hope there are no problems. I am also getting into the automatic transfer program for UCSC. I really hope I can make it work. Money is an issue but hopefully I can get a scholarship. I have a pretty high GPA but it's not high enough to apply to Berkeley. At the moment it is a 3.46 and I read that Berkeley likes you to have a 3.5 when you apply. If only I hadn't gotten a B in my summer class. Oh well, santa cruz is a better school for me anyway and I can go to Berkeley from there for my PhD. I'm hoping to have a 3.8 when I graduate so I need to stay on top of my classes. I'm taking 6 this semester and 5 next and then I am done, done, done! I am terrified to move away by myself. I already have enough problems socializing and being completely alone probably won't help with that.
I think I'm going to go stay at Greg's all next week. I am really not liking my living situation. it's just too stressful and I need to get the fuck out of here. No one gives a damn that I am trying to improve my life. It just sucks. oh well.