keep calm and carry on
I am overwhelmed, stressed to the Max and deeply depressed. I'm trying my hardest to make my life better but its just so fucked up right now. I hate my living situation. I feel like I am completely unloved and it just seems like no matter how hard o try nothing ever gets any better. I just want to sleep and escape reality. I don't like how angry I am lately. I just want to be happy . I wait and wait but it never seems to come. Maybe I'm just ungrateful or maybe I don't deserve happiness. Its hard to feel appreciative when you feel so hateful. I hope I snap out of this rut soon. Its draining to feel this way.