smiling again

[agdmickey]

I dont know what it is...I think I hit this rough spot in the mood factory and now I just smile and am happy again. Sure things still frustrate me and I get angry with myself, but nothing like it was for the past week. I would walk home and just hang my head and use that 15 minutes to think about how I was messing up on everything. I think maybe I just needed to talk to my mom and let her tell me that I am ok...I need that sometimes. At one point I actually thought that quitting my job would make things in my life better and then start using my degree...we all know that would not be a good idea. I like my job and not everyday is going to be amazing, and I need to realize that. The past few bad days that I have walked away from, I have smiled and that is just great. I feel good today cause I did a little over 3 thousand and my times were not the greatest, but the store is standing, and I had about 6 buses...blah!
Ok, my phone is not working and making me mad and I lost my train of thought...all in all I am in a good mood. Have a great night kids. Love you, Jess