Dec 01, 2005 01:52
Everyone fucks up now and again...
whether it me minor or major, it honestly doesnt matter, because fucking up... in the end, is just...fucking..up.
I could email you.
I could call you...
I could take 2 minutes of my time each day to put forth useless information into your life to show you that I care...
I do care, but i don't show it, I only feel it.
I honestly don't know what to say to you.
I feel dumb.
I feel week kneed.
I feel confused...
(Point your fingers at me, call me the accuser, the abuser, the absolute nothing.
And I'll agree with you..only for the satisfaction of it all...)
Take it or leave it, I love each and every one of you...
You all have inspired me...my key essentials..I owe you all...
I'm sorry for the times I've been immature...
Sorry for not being myself at times...
Sorry for some of the things I've said...
Sorry for some of the lies i've told.
Sorry for not being here...
I'm human.
"what am I to you, tell me darling true...
to me you are the sea, fast as you can be...a deeper shade of blue.
when you're feeling alone, to who else do you go...
see, I cry if you hurt, give you my last shirt, because I love you so...
Now if my sky should fall would you even call, I opened up my heart, I never want to part...I'm giving you the ball."...
..<3