Nov 10, 2005 14:08
Can someone please re-make the song "Stupid Girl" by Cold into "Stupid Boy"....
That would sum up my life pretty much, thank you.
I have this silly crush on this boy that my brother is friends with...
And I honestly don't know if its because I'm in need of affection, attention, romance, love, blah blah crap, or I'm just horny. He is really cute, sweet, smart, funny, blah blah blah... But I'm getting the feeling that its WAY too soon to start anything else...seeing as that I FINALLY got out of a horrible relationship. So, maybe I'll take my moms advice...just be his friend, right? Mm...
So, I've lost 25lbs, b/c I've been starving myself...Yes, I'm eating...but it just so happens to be Special K, and maybe tuna fish......I'm living like a rabbit. I have the teeth for it, hah... But I still feel fat, and ugly and my self esteam sucks a fuck. I BLAME IT ALL ON MY EX, FUCKIN' PRICK. That felt good, now.
ANYWAY...I wrecked my dads truck...
Yea', I bet you're thinking...I crashed into someones car, or someone pulled out in front of me...or something like that...
Well, no...
See, my car is basically a bomb about to explode at any moment.
So, my dad offered to let me drive his truck untill he fixed my car...
Well, I was on my way up to Kayla's house...I was in a hurry, b/c 1.) it was cold...2.) I was ready to get out of the house.
Well, my dad parked really close to the polls under the shed...
My concentration was focused on NOT hitting the tree that was right behind me...
Ok, I cleared the tree, *turns my head back around...BAM!!!!
I put a huge dent, in the right front side of it...I crashed into one of the polls....IT DID NOTHING TO THE SHED!
Suprisingly..he wasn't too mad at me...
I'm still shocked about it....
AMAZING!! I CAN DRIVE FINE ON THE ROAD, PUT ME ON I85 AND I'M WONDERFUL...BUT BACKING OUT OF MY OWN DAMN DRIVEWAY, WATCH OUT!! ...geezus.
Anyway....What an amazing entry...
I haven't been on in a while b/c my computer crashed, and we had to do a system restore, which means..I lost everything, I'm not too happy about it...but oh well. Dave, if you read this..please send me Paint Shop Pro...;D!!!
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Love yaw.