if only i could be the best......... : (
what would you do if you relied on something so badly???????
something that makes you feel like you can fix everything.....
but it doesnt for the other
and they don't want it for you
most guys would just do it anyways, the better would just talk about it,
but do it no matter what she says...........
my work is to be the best, and the best count her feelings, and just her feelings
not what they might want
it might not be a big deal, but it's a hard decision
.........it makes me want to throw up how much i crave the one thing..........
.........but it also makes me want to do the same for the other...............
it's not about my wants or needs
it's always her......
and i'll try and keep that stance on this subject.......
the only reason i say try is because the sickness could do my mind in.........
like its almost doing right now...
something that makes you feel like you can fix everything.....
but it doesnt for the other
and they don't want it for you
most guys would just do it anyways, the better would just talk about it,
but do it no matter what she says...........
my work is to be the best, and the best count her feelings, and just her feelings
not what they might want
it might not be a big deal, but it's a hard decision
.........it makes me want to throw up how much i crave the one thing..........
.........but it also makes me want to do the same for the other...............
it's not about my wants or needs
it's always her......
and i'll try and keep that stance on this subject.......
the only reason i say try is because the sickness could do my mind in.........
like its almost doing right now...