i'm miserable up here without you
: ( .......
we've been fighting so much lately, and it's been hard on us....... even though this isn't the end, cuz there isn't an end, i still feel so scared
especially after last night, i can't stand myself
i had her talk about something she can't talk about
now she's scared, and i'm to blame....
it seems like i'm always to blame, and i know that i am.......... all i want to do is curl up in a corner and soak in my pain and hope that i'll be able to forgive myself, or even more scary, to hope that she'll forgive....
forgive me......
it's all the things combine that tear my heart out, and make me become so scared
the looks she gave me
the way she cries
the blame i feel
the hurt i feel
the fear i feel
the fights that i would die to end
the tears i've cried
the tears she's cried with me
the pain i put her through
the desire i have to just die when i feel like shes given up on me
all of it, and many more things.........
i just want this all to end, i want her to tell me it's going to be ok
i want everything to be ok for her and me.....
we've been fighting so much lately, and it's been hard on us....... even though this isn't the end, cuz there isn't an end, i still feel so scared
especially after last night, i can't stand myself
i had her talk about something she can't talk about
now she's scared, and i'm to blame....
it seems like i'm always to blame, and i know that i am.......... all i want to do is curl up in a corner and soak in my pain and hope that i'll be able to forgive myself, or even more scary, to hope that she'll forgive....
forgive me......
it's all the things combine that tear my heart out, and make me become so scared
the looks she gave me
the way she cries
the blame i feel
the hurt i feel
the fear i feel
the fights that i would die to end
the tears i've cried
the tears she's cried with me
the pain i put her through
the desire i have to just die when i feel like shes given up on me
all of it, and many more things.........
i just want this all to end, i want her to tell me it's going to be ok
i want everything to be ok for her and me.....